i love apple~

today no song!!
today is a short video for all of you.. made by ivon..gail..qi..linying..sihua..and ME!!! haas..
enjoy~


haas... we wanna make gail the "ming ri zhi xing" haas..
ivon will be her "jing ji ren"
qi will be her "stylist"
i'll be her.. sort of everytime follow her thn touched up for her.. haas...

today finish school at 12.30 as me and qi dont have chinese so chiong to F&N room to eat!! haas..
ate wenting's "ma puo tou fu" nice nice... ate valerie's tomato soup..arvin's chocolate biscuit.. fang jie's seafood chowder... hmmm nice nice....

went for chem remedial.. after remedial saw a lot of smoke coming out from hougang plaza all of us rush to see wat happen.. haas... really damn lots of smoke..wonder who will be trapped inside uh? haas... tat person must be damn poor thing....pei gail go long john buy food thn went to take bus...

hmmm... ytr quarrel wit apple.. like usual? hmm.. i just dun get it? why do we end up in an argument almost every time? we can be talking happily thn quarrel ltr on... hais.. i dont wana talked bout it anymore..

mama is coming!!! SHIT!! i hate it!! she's gonna nag nag nag and scold me with stupid things again!! ARG!!!!

tats all for today.. TTFN tata for now~

my life still goes on...

i love apple~

pics for the art trips!!


pics with Mrs manning and Mr jeremy..
art student jiu shi art student even rubbish bins also so nice..


gail and me.. look at my "just cutted hair"
walking walking walking..
inthis mini "gu dong" bus...
before setting off.. eh?? where am i looking?


tats all.. TTFN.. tata for now~

my life still goes on..

i love apple~

i'm here to blog again..
pics...



i tell you i'm really bored.. viewed ppl's blog thn saw got test do so i went to do it...

You Are An ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others. Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise. Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow. You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. In love, you hold high standards... for yourself, for your relationship, and for your significant other. While it's easy for you to impress others, it's hard for you to find someone who impresses you. At work, you are organized and good at delegating. You understand how to achieve goals. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant. How you see yourself: Rational, calm, and objective When other people don't get you, they see you as: Inflexible, controlling, and overbearing

What's Your Personality Type?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart. While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.

Are You Immature?

Your Inner Gender is Male

You are rational, matter of fact, and quite dominant. You like to get things done, without any emotional messiness. You truly don't understand most women. And you definitely feel more comfortable around men. No doubt about it. You're a guy - at least on the inside.

What's Your Inner Gender?

OH MY GOD!!!

Your Depression Level: 60%

You seem to have mild depression. A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment. If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Are You Depressed?

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need. You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law. While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top. You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!

Would You Be a Cool Parent?

Your Relationship is Still Building Strength

You're relationship is fairly strong, but you're still working on making things solid. Make sure you're both treating each other with kindness and respect, even when things aren't going well.

How Strong Is Your Relationship With Your Guy?

You Will Die at Age 67

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

You Are 62% Grown Up, 38% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

ok ok i'm done cox i'm tired....
tats all TTFN tata for now..

my life still goes on..

i love apple~

song..


HENG today i went to school if nt i still gotta go back school again haas...
jek keong came back to school... Mrs krishan called qi haas. and told her tat Mr anba will take serious action to her.. thn qi said.."i go take MC they also cannot do anything to me" haas.. NICE ONE!!

nth much happen.. slack til 1 wait for ivon and gail finish their chinese exam...
i find this really lame shit.. those nv take chinese exam also have to go back to school to do self study.. like as if? student will wanna go back school do self study sia... spend the time at library with wenting aishah jia bei and ngiak ling.. watched Bao zi dan and wei xiao pasta... haas.. thn borrow two books which i like alot...

went to suki sushi.. saw sheena.. haas.. and gail was like "wo yao act yii ge at my qing di"
ahaahaha!!!

hmm ltr meeting apple.. thn maybe go find gail and ivon they all study bahs...
tats all...
TTFN.. tata for now..



my life still goes on..

i love apple~

songs..


today was a damn bad day for me...
reached school in the morning Mrs krishna talked to me..
she said i was not a responsible monitress.. she said...
>i did not stay back for duty..
>always nv open the front door..
>nv approach her to see if she need any help like jek keong did..
>have nt apologize to Mrs nathan
hais... i did not talked back cox Mr anba said if i did not put in 100% effort thn dun answer back.. i admit i did nt put in 100% but at least i did for 70-80%? this is my first time being a monitress right? i did do things for the class nor.. maybe is just small things like informing the class wat tym remedial will start.. or get the class out to labs.. or for assembly.. hais..
thn Mrs krishna said if she change me thn dont be shock... i was like hmm ok.. thn she say she don wanna me to feel sad or watever becox she said this.. i said ok and walked back to class and just start crying.. hais...

went to meet apple and watch Hottie & the Nottie at downtown.. damn COLD!!!
went to find gail ivon and qi.. while going there my mum called thn start saying why i dun wanna go to the youth church thingy which is like i really get pissed off for tat.. i got go church also say nv go church also say.. wat the F*** does she wans? thn apple keep saying wanna hug while i was damn pissed off so used a harsh tone on him and he was pissed off too..
yah but in the end patch things back...

went home and decide should i go to school tml...
hmmm.. tats all...
TTFN.. tata for now...

my life still goes on..

i love apple~

songs...


today... woke up quite early.. cox need to go to church wit my sis..
wanted to go at 12.30 cox meeting apple.. but thn yaya stopped me.. so left at 1.15.. i quickly rushed out and took bus to pasir ris..

reached downtown.. and guess wat apple still slping.. hmmm.. so went to walk walk say TEEN TITAN!!! haas... went to buy things to eat.. FINALLY!! apple called so i buy food for him and went to find him... at last i saw him it has been 3 days since i last saw him.. miss him like crazy... but only meet for half an hour cox he gotta go work.. but nvm better thn nth right? hmmm after tat went home..

hmmm.. i miss apple... really do miss him.. he looked tired.. lethargic.. who asked him take up so much jobby... hais... but nvm tml gotta meet him the whole day!! nt realli whole day...
and tues i got NO SCHOOL!!! ahahaahahaha!!!! and he took his ITE ez-link le!! haas...

apple asked me to pray tat his mama will help him sign line... so i pray i pray tat his mama will help him... AMEN!!

tats all for today.. TTFN.. tata for now...

my life still goes on...

i love apple~

songs...


did flag selling..
was damn enthusiastic.. haas... gail..ivon..qi and nerd was giving up.. haas.. i keep pulling them along... ho ho ho i felt great whenever ppl put $$ into the bag.. dunno why.. abit crazy huh? but my effort did not come to waste.. there was this guy wanna pay something at the S.A.M machine gave me $10!!!! i was like WOW!!!! first time in my life i see ppl donate so much... thn.. went to change the note to coins thn put equally to each of our bag.. so their bag with coins is all thanks to me.. haas.. but still i didnt mind cox i just like doing flag selling.. haas.. Mr anba was kinda sarcastic he carried gail's bag and said it was so "heavy" haas.. qi and nerd quarreled so scary...

after flag selling went home rest thn gail say meeting at 5 when the time was like 4.30? haas.. i faster went to bath.. i scared my bro in law dun let my go out.. so HENG!! when i came out he was bathing so took my belt my bag everything run outta the house my yaya tat i was crazy.. haas.. booked tickets for hansel and gratel? yah a ghost show at tampinese mall.. watch wit gail.ivon.rachh.xian.daniel..

xian and yvonne sort of got argument.. i cant say anything much.. all i can do is to listen bout wat happen.. and try to cheer yi xian up..
everybody's having prob...
rachh wit her mama..
gail wit her mama...
qi and nerd..
me and apple..
xian and vonn..
i wish i wish.. and pray tat everything will be better and every conflict will be resolve..
AMEN!!
tats all for now.. TTFN.. tata for now...

my life still goes on..

i love apple~

OHHH!!!
haas.. second post of the day...


changed my blog skin!!! haas...
tired of tat one cox cant really see well..
after this i've already prepare another one... haas..
i'm well-prepared!!!


my life still goes on

i love apple~

songs...


i want this song but nobody have in their phones.. thn always forget apple's phone have...

apple ask me find this song...


hmmm..
morning til afternoon talk to apple..
thn i msg apple saying tat our relationship is turning from bad to worst..
hais... thn he say he promise he will change every little things for me..and we start all over again..i believe him.. hope things will change out for the better.. we're going to watch movie on MONDAY!!! haas..

today... ivon gail and qi kenna punish by Mr anba cos they skip school ytr.. when Mr anba asked them why they all replied they are sick.. but Mr anba did nt believe them so they were asked to do comprehension and summery... i did help them too.. how nice can i be huh? haas... thn went to eat chicken rice treated gail..

after tat went to town to find my sis.. help her exchange a $339 high heels she found to credit voucher she cannot go change herself because she is working there..so i become her "running legs".. the sales promoter was kinda fierce at first but ltr on she buy my story tat me and my sis had cock up.. haas... thn she became friendly to me.. so passed my sis tat voucher and she gave me $50.. thn she asked me wat i want her to buy for me when she go to Japan...she gave 3 hello kitty panty and a pocket mirror... lame huh? haas...

tats all for today.. ltr going to meet gail at rivervale mall..
TTFN.. tata for now...

my life still goes on.....

wat i've done?

songy..


today ivon gail and qi did not come to school kinda feel lonely huh?
today only got 3 lesson so time passed quite fast..
went for english remedial.. kenna chase out for awhile to complete my comprehension.. haas.. but Mr anba still give me swits..
after remedial should be go find apple go vivo find his mummy but i was release late so asked apple go vivo find his mummy so decided to play soccer for awhile and i am the goal keeper... was having fun.. it has been a long time since i last played soccer? haas..
but..
apple called and ask me if i wan him to find me so i told him i still gotta play awhile thn meet gail take things.. thn i said i finish le go home change thn find him lo cox he adult fare ma.. thn he said play soccer more impt thn meeting him.. thn i was like huh? so end up nv meet..

went to find gail rachh and ivon.. ate abit go wash photos thn bank in $..
i knw there're guys playing soccer but there're also gals tats why i join in ok.. so stop saying i only wanna play with guys ok.. can you be.. reasonable? and i knw wat you gonna say.."oh so you trying to say i'm not reasonable lahs"

i have nth to much to say... i'm tired of saying things again and again.. i told gail.. how i wish i will be into a deep deep slp and nv wakes up.. or rather when i wake up everything will be fine...
sometimes i wish:
>shirley is dead
but i knw i cant avoid probs..
tats all... for today...

my life still still goes on..

i love apple~

songy time!


another hotty day..
I WANNA WATCH MOVIE!!!!!! damn long nv watch le narh!!

i felt a little angry today and i did something i nv done before.. i listen to diary of jane with the loudest *eh to me ah* volume.. i felt much better after tat...

ho ho ho!!! my apple msg other gals le wor... hmmm but is other gals come find him first der.. thn while we're talking bout this issue two cat were fighting and suddenly jump outta the bush haas... scareded the hell outta me and apple but the funny part is he SHOUTED!! haas... i was angry very angry at first but after tat i sort of cool down.. haas...

everyday is so HOT!!!! cant stand this stupid weather...
gotta go and find apple cos he' now using adult fare find me very expensive... and i have concession so i'll be finding him til he got his ITE ez-link...

tats all.. TTFN..tata for now

my life still goes on...

i love apple~

no song today cox imeem's down for maintenance..

hmmm...
two days have passed and guess wat!!??
i have not been posting haas...

TODAY!:
hmm changes place not sitting wit gail qi and ivon.. cox i cant stand gail's guai lan-ness.. even agnes also cant stand her.. we talked about it at the canteen.. last tym was ivon now went to gail.. i guess tat guai lan sickness is contagious huh? haas.. i'm a person tat will get angry kinda easily? so with the guai lan-ness of gail i decided to move place to avoid being angry or get into argument.. i do not like argument so i will always try to avoid it.. so only breaks thn i'll get to talk to them now... meeting bastard ltr at downtown.. yah yah cox he's house nearby downtown...

MON:everything seems fine now with me and apple...went to pasir ris find him.. he fell aslp so when i reached i called him and he say "ok " and guess wat.. i waited and waited i even fall aslp at the bus top.. i felt something's nt right its been long and he's nt here yet so.... i called him again and guess wat.. HE WENT BACK TO SLP!!!! QI DAOO~ i cried..yeah.. cry baby huh? haas.. thn met him went to E-HUB at downtown.. nth much there yet but the cathy cinemas's open.. went to food court eat.. slack at his hs there the playground he he start calling me BITCH!! so i called him BASTARD!! haas... bastard say gt police so i turned and he was kidding.. but after a few mins REALLY got police car touring.. haas... like wat chinese says..
"shuo cao cao..cao cao dao.." went home alone cox bastard now adult fare damn expensive transport...

SUN:
quarrel wit apple again.. yah yah like usual...

tats all.. TTFN..tata for now~


my life still goes on..

i love apple~

a songy for today..


wat a wonderful day~
alright i knw it does nt match my song..
but nvm.. just get over it ok?:)

hmmm today morning ard 5++ or 6 i think cox the sky was still dark.. i kept coughing like nobody's business...i cough til i cant control anymore i went out to find my cough syrup.. ytr night still like left wit 10ML so i just swollow down the whole bottle.. haas.. but i drank it like it seems abit more thn wat i use to drink.. and i when to back to slp til 1++ but i did woke up in between feeling giddy...

called grace ask her if she wans to accompany me to print some photos for art and she also wans to buy some food for F&N so we are going to kovan..

apple today reached home did nt msg me.. so i msg him and he called back and said he was aslp!! he said he forgotten to msg me. how sad can i be? but its ok.. i rather not make a big fuss outta of it like i always do.. if not there will be endless of argument and quarrels..

I WANNA GO TO PSYCHOLOGY COURSE!!!!!!! i really wanna study tat.. i HAVE DECIDED!! i knw its hard BUT nth is IMPOSSIBLE!!! besides i still have a second choice which is ART MANAGEMENT at NAFA... i've plan it so now i have to fight for it.. hmm sound like i'm going for a war like tat haas.. if i concentrate on my studies my time wit apple confirm will be lesser.. and i knw he wont like it.. but i hope he will understand.. this yr is a very critical yr i've come so far surely i wont wanna give up.. but no matter wat i still LOVES YOU!! haas..

tats all for today.. gotta go prepare and meet grace...
TTFN... TATA FOR NOW~

i love apple~

OMG!!!
i went to check out the course i wan "psychology"
and i was shock by the cut off point...
for this yr...
is 9..
i gotta study extra hard damn bloody hard!!!
and i will do it for this course!! cox it concern bout my future!!
haas.. tats all i wanna say..
have a good night everyone...

i love apple~

today is video song...




unbeli-bable!!! i blogging in the afternoon!!
do u knw how to pronounce it? haas..

hmmm... i'm fine today i dont think i'll be going out today.. so ltr on might be studying and do art... sort of everything must redo... but i think i wanna finish my final piece thn continue wit my prep work...

i'm not feeling sad now... but my eyes are swollen!!haas.. i'm not giving up on this relationship alright.. i nv regret choosing this path.. things ain't always wonderful there will be ups and downs... doesn't mean when you're facing downs you gotta give up right? so i'm gonna face it no matter how tough it gets.. at least this is wat i'm thinking..

today i think i'm kinda weird cox i woke up and i'm like dizzy thn ate my breakfast and start vacuuming my room haas.. vacuum til the ceiling i also wanna vacuum weird huh? haas.. but yaya was kinda happy seeing me doing some house chores rather thn see me watch tv use comp slp or go out haas...
nth much to say today... good bye~

oh yah!!! let me show you how much i gt this tym..
200 words

Speedtest

thinking...

songs for today...


sort of quarrel today...
but kinda ok after awhile..
BUT..
when i reached home i felt something was wrong... why do WE kept ended up in an argument or quarrel? we kept telling each other "lets not argue""lets not quarrel alright?" but still we ended up in the same situation again and again... my friends may think "ah yah awhile jiu ok already lahs"

it takes two hand to clap...
YES! apple tried to change after i told him wats wrong and the few days were really nice and we really did not quarrel but a few days ltr same old routine will be going on and on..
i just dunno why .. i cant even describe it out.. sometimes he said something which he think its a joke and even after i told him to stop saying he still continued and somethings he said really do hurts me..

you told me tat if you did say anything or do anything i dislike just tell you on the spot... when i start telling you.. you always start to stop me from talking... alright i stopped thn you start to say things to agitate me.. and when I'm alright you'll start ur moodiness.. and this kept continue again till a time when we both give in...

sometimes i really feel like giving up but i dun think is worth it because of such matters.. when i cant take it I'll cry til i feel really better tats why whenever you pull me when i cried i will sort of push you away i was trying to calm myself down..
sometimes i wonder is it my fault? am i too sensitive bout wat you say and start getting pissed off.. but in times no matter how many tyms i told you stop saying you still continued saying...

i really tried saving this relationship when things goes wrong.. you said you wont leave me but scared I'll leave you.. have you tot of when you have nth did i ever tot of leaving you? i did nt because you're my bf i share your sorrows and happiness too i stay by ur side because i wan you to know you still have me who is caring for you worrying for you and loving you no matter wat happens to you... is this nt enough to prove tat i truly wants to be wit you?

i really wants you to have your own decision and nt always "up to you lor" sometimes things i can decide on my own i will decide but when i cant can you decide or think rather thn kept telling me "ah yah i donno lahs don't ask me"or"anything lor".. if i keep thinking one day i really will break down.. i really feel stress for my studies.. i have to think of you, family,studies.. you may think for wat go and think this kinda things.. my dad mom and sis do put very high hopes on me at the same tym my family keep quarreling.. i really do wish you could decide things for me when i need you to decide...

tats all i have to say... I'm not trying to say we should nt be tgt its just tat things problem has been wit us for a very long time... i really wans you to understand and hope this problem can be solve...
tats all.. TTFN tata for now...

A picture took after school..

i love apple~

play this song while reading.. enjoy~



hmmm..
another day pass...
morning i ate the medicine and when i was in der bus i was feeling damn drowsy and i fell aslp.. but i didnt missed my stop..
reached school fell aslp again damn deep slp even the counciller asked us to go to the parade square i also didnt hear it... but i still woke up to lock the classroom and went for morning assembly... throughout the day everything was kinda blurr..
during art gangyi called me to help him draw something for his D&T so went to help him after tat went back to lesson.. FINALLY tot of wat to do for my art piece.. and i've plan it..
still feeling damn drowsy... and i heard tat my maths remedial teacher did nt come i was damn overjoyed!!! BUT!! there is a relief teacher mrs ku.. damn sad!! thn i tot start at 2 but end up my group start at 3!! and other two group start at 2 thn i went to find mrs ku and told her i dun feel well show her the evidence and home i went~ wee~

ytr apple asked me if the past more happier or the future...
i said in the past there are happy and sad times but in der future to make it more happier its' kinda tough.. it difficult to avoid those unhappiness coming by right?
and
apple msg me this:"think for the future not the past.. in the future wat you wish. tell me.. within my ability i'll do it for you"

so SwIT!! i knw its normal to other ppl but to me its something tat warms my heart.. but still wat happen in the past cant be forgotten in my mind...

i tried again..
41 words

Speedtest

tats all... TTFN.. tata for now..

i love apple~

hmmm
have a terrible day in school.. was damn sick!!! keep coughing and sneezing...
hmmm...
think think think again...
also dunno wat am i thinking.... juz my past keep flashing back to me..
i dunno why...
hmmm ltr going to see doctor realli cant stand it..

hmm this is something i play.

39 words

Speedtest

i love apple~

play this song while reading my blog...


hmmm...
ytr was our 2 month anni!!!! haas..
and i was feeling sick in school.. gail bought me tissue cox i used up mine so nice of her rights but she is still quite guai lan in school...haas.. and ivon bought me a spongebob water bottle for me..i'm damn happy...after school went home made eggy sandwich for apple thn meet him.. we went to pasamalam bought alot of things to eat thn the sky suddenly turn black!!! but we still went to pasir ris beach haas... we walk and walk and sit down and walk... apple say my sandwich was nice!!! haas.... I LOVE YOU MY APPLE!!!

TODAY!!!!
morning while i sneeze there's a patch of blood!!! ahhh!!! i was like.. didnt feel like going to school but cant wake my sis up so end up going to school.. ytr forgot to return class key again!!! haas... yah and Mr guei talk to me and jek keong.. i told him i was sick and forgot bout the keys.. so he decided to gave us one more chance.. HENG!! i was feeling damn sick and piss off today.. but i didnt vent anger on anyone.. and Mrs nathan sort of like "provoke" me... she wans us to turn our tables and i asked her why cant we just turned our chairs thn qi said why muz she spoil our fun everyone was agreeing to it but everyone turned eventually.. thn she was like explaining question and i guess no one was listening? and i told her to give us the test.. thn qi ask her question and she explain but still dun get it and she came to her tables which was beside mine and started explaining.. to me i think she is shouting so i told her nt to shout and she poke me? and ask me to get out so get out.. when i return class after her lesson she wrote things tat i didnt said.. she said "shirley was rude to me because i told the class to turn their seats and she said i was destroying their happiness and she said i was shouting as i was explaining a maths question to huiqi in a loud voice"

i was like HUH!!?? did i said anything bout destroying our happiness? this is lame shit!! thn i went to find Mr Anba and told him bout wat happen and after his lesson he talked to me.. he said if a student argues wit a teacher its obvious tat the student will lose out.. so he wan me to learn how to tolerate.. and make peace wit her.. i was like WAT!!? but i juz said alright alright.. and he said he dun wanna see my name on the diary again.. i really cant stand Mrs nathan.. if i can i wont even wanna attend her lesson..ask her question she will say"how can you dunno?! or i juz now explain already right?"seriously speaking i dun even knw wat the hell is she talking about...arggg!!!!

tats all for today..TTFN tata for now..

i love apple~

hmm...
i'm at my 4th sis hs.. guess i'm not meeting apple today.. cox almost my whole family is here to find me grandma.. she's is old.. feeling quite sad when i saw her.. she was always the one protecting me from the cane my mama gave me when i was staying with her...
had been quarreling wit apple for the past few days.. i don like it.. but we do patch things up.. and tml is our 2 months tgt!!! haas.. and we're going to beach to see sun set.. and built sand castle.. haas.. sounds fun... and i'm cooking? haas... cant wait cant wait.. hope it wont rain... if rain we gotta plan again... dear i dun wanna quarrel or argue wit you anymore hao ma?
frii we prank mr sharoom? mr anba and mrs krishna.. haas.. we keep moving the direction of the classroom... was FUN!!! mr sharoom act wit us and mr anba played along wit us.. haas... SO COOL!!!! and should be going to gym but ivon said so many ppl so went to TM shop instead.. funny her...
SAT:
should be goin to sentosa but gail was sick so didnt went almost everything plan didnt succeed...
hmmm...
now my sis they all planing where to eat cheap cheap buffet.. funny them...
dunno wat to blog already... tatas all... TTFN!!!
and then horx i put der song is for you all who is reading to half listen half read der...

today no song dunno why cannot upload.. ANGRY!!!!

i love apple~

hmmm i'm here to blog..
i think my bro in law is coming home today.. wat a spoiler he is.. he come back i cant use comp again..
i'm like addicted to kitkat.. cant stop eating.... i'm damn sad today.. FLUNK my science.. when i got my paper i was holding on to my tears..seriously i made quite a lot of careless mistake.. seriously i feel tat i cant make it to O lvl.. i find tat i'm still far far behind from everyone in my class even my frewns... i want to catch up.. i guess i'm gonna try and study from der start again..
actually meeting dear today der BUT!! he keep playing his dota and dun wanna rest and in de end he fell aslp and i can nv wake him up... tonight still gonna play MAHJONG!!! today MR Anba caught someone smoking in de toilet.. i didnt sabo tat guy lorx.. cox while walking i asked gail if she had smell something thn Mrs ganesan said "ya smell like smoke" thn Mr anba walked up to me and asked wat smell thn tats how he went into der toilet and caught tat guy.. we went to the lib for ENG remedial play a prank on Mr anba but he play along wit us haas...
thn suddenly this conversation came out..

Mr Anba :"i'm going to let you all go earlier cox i gt something on"
Me: "wat thing? is it more impt thn us?"
Mr Anba:"nth is more impt thn you guys"
awww~ so swit rights?
BUT!!
still he always left us when anything happen.. he said those things are critic? hmm nah~ dunno wat thingy...

hmmm going to GYM tml wit ivon peck...
on sat going sentosa wit gail CHIN and maybe ivon PECK...

and i'm planning to find time to STUDY!!! haas... and now i'm waiting for my dear apple to wake up... hmmm going to call til his hp BURST!!! MUAHAHAHA!!!

tats all going to watch TV...
good da bye~

songs for today...

i love apple~

hmmm... i can tell you i totally broke for this week dun even have $$ to eat all these.. have been bringing food to school...
today is the day tat our news cast is being PRESENT!!! haas so funny nor...
haas... chem practical mrs ganesan was not wit us so its was onli our class in der lab wit those labby aunties.. haas.. do till got smoke come out haas.. thn me and gail after doing our practical we go mix all the acid tgt thn got BUBBLES!!! haas... fun fun.. but when it comes to washing i hate it.. so not fun... thn after school.. pei ivon bank in $$$.. thn went back to school for physic remedial... thn agnes make swit corn for us to eat thn gail go add so much salt wahhh eat till my mouth dehydrated ah.. haas.. after school went home...tagged on val's blog... hmmm... i admit i was angry wit her.. but didnt knw wat i tag last created some problems.. thn went to bus stop waited for apple very patiently... 2 bus 83.. 3 bus 62..1 bus 3 gone thn he reached... haas... but i didnt complain... thn went to roof garden slack.. thn started to talk bout wat happen in der past.. hmmm chat til when we look at der tym it was 8++ going to 9.. haas.. thn continue to talk+a little argue til 9.30 and home i went...

wat song shall i post today..
got two song in mind...

i love apple~

hmmm...
my hair got caught again and again by MR anba!! haas.. but still he kept giving me chances.. so nice of him huh? but thn today he told me i still left 2 chances... hais how sad.. so i'm gonna clip up my hair...
hmmm..after school.. bath and went to meet qi and nerd thn went to qi's hs.. ltr on gail and ivon reached.. edit our video while qi cook for us to eat... hmm...
sorry my dear let you wait for me for so long thn can meet me... but you also playing dota.. haaas..
meet dear at qi's hs downstairs.. thn dear make me angry lorx.. i was drink thn he suddenly took the straw from my mouth thn der mango tea dripped on my shirt.. damn angry.. but onli for awhile.. but i did make a big fuss outta it.. haaas.. cox..*its a secret* bus 62 home.. slack awhile.. reached home watch tv awhile thn online.. dear angry wit me cox he say i miss other guy... hais.. DEAR! you knw i now onli got you.. hais.. i explain to you ler you still wanna feel sad and dun wanna care me..always end up like this.. why cant our everyday be like ytr? always onli one day swit swit thn the rest.. haix.. today kinda nth much to say... nothing interesting... TOTALLY NO MOOD!

song for today... i like li jiu zhe's song...

i love apple~

toda went to do news cast again but wit lin yin... haas... went to school as usual.. after school meet dear.. went home bath.. angry part is nobody wanna meet lin ying pass her to me.. but after tat was ok... was having fun? haas...
oh~ gail cried but i didnt knw why cox she did not tell me yet? haas... was kinda sad at first cox i wanna knw... but ltr on apple let me hug him throughtout der journey home i jiu feel much more better ler...
oh yah.. GAIL CHIN!!! ah yah maybe like you told me maybe wat i say mislead ppl.. but dun you dare go think you are der 3rd party ok.. LAME SHIT!! you also knw me and shawn little bit also can argue der but ltr awhile jiu will ok ler mahs.. like you say.."ok ok kiss hug and you two are patched" right? beside my apple also nt ur ehem... hmm i think i shall nt continue yuppx...

hmm.. bus home..
tats all for today.. TTFN.. tata for now...

my new name is ribena Ling.. haas.. its for der news cast when der video are done i'll post it!! and i dance UMBRELLA!!! eh not as nice as how RIhanna dance ah... haas..




photos time!!!!
these are the tym we went for roller blading and went to art school.. still got more but muz wait..

tats yi xian's hand...
TATS US!!!!
rachh..ivon..gail.. me and my dear~
AWW~ i simply was damn high when i saw this!!!
these are der painting damn nice ritex??
ivon.. gail..me..wit tat stupid hair..
THIS IS LA*** sry dunno how to spell... ITS a ART SCHOOL...

i love apple~

hmmm... today special abit.. song first.. today got 2 songs!!!

first one i love it damn lots til now..

INCONSOLABLE


AND

The Great Escape



actually today cant go out cox i almost everyday go out my sis kinda like not happi huh?
but see ivon so pathetic nobody pei her so i shall be a kind soul... haas.. jk jk... at first meet grace go eat thn meet ivon thn grace went home.. mrt down to dhoby ghoat.. went to look for apple a card holder and found it!! haas.. ivon went to take photos after tat we went to do something we should not do!! we went SHOPPING!!! OMG!! and spend almost all our $$... hais.. but i realli wish to go shopping i wanna buy quite alot of things... after tat so nice of ivon treat me eat hmmm old chang kee.. not something good but filled my tummy.. haas.. took mrt home meet apple at my house downstairs.. he went to buy food and ciggy.. and he had his dinner wit me at a romantic place.. *my house 17th floor staircase* haas... thn cant go home late so left ard 9++ and apple went to go meet his frewn for work.. sorry dear cant be wit you for a longer while... i do miss you...

oh yah today going to upload those pics i have in der past.. haas.. kinda miss those life.. miss rachh yvonne and yixian in school... all this pics took from ivon and rachh's blog haas...

me..gail..ivon..
us again..
us..
tats the cap i wan!!! but damn ex...
i wan the cap ivon wan the shirt.. but both so many many der $$
i didnt knw i was inside til i looked carefully.. haas..
christmas countdown 2007..
another shotS!
oh.. went for a jobby interview.. all of us wore damn formal..
NEOPRINT!!! haas..
this pic was taken quite long ago whn qi and me was nt wit nerd and shawn.. haas..
RMB!!! i was working at CK tangs i guess?

reflection...

this is the second post....

while roller blading was talking wit apple how long will we be tgt thn i said in a relationship its not one side its two side both of us has to play a part to maintain this relationship both of us had alot of bad past especially mine ppl like to take the past out to say you'll thn have to really have determination to really dun believe them cox they will say til its so real and when you fall into their trap *POOF* our relationship will be gone down the drain.. apple say he will really change and i believe him.. and i hope he will...and i have a secret for apple but he will only knw when he wants to marry me which is like kinda damn long huh? haas.. let me juz hope this will come true...

seriously i've been thinkin bout my past.. sometimes i really wonder how did i manage to get thru wit so many things?? i dun wish to post it out if you are shiao tong*he is the one tat is always willing to listen to my nonsense and everything*..grace.. gail. ivon.. qi.. maybe rachh.. galvin.. rayner.. you all will knw wat i went thru.. maybe if i haven been strong enuff and without my friends support i might have juz kill myself.. tats why for me i think my friends are impt thn my family cox my family was nt there whn i needed them.. but now my apple is also very impt to me.. i need someone who really trust..love..pamper..respect me whole heartedly this is really wat i wan*.. dun lie to me or hide things from me... and i found him.. my apple.. even tot he do hide things from me but i still knw eventually.. to be honest i do have ex which is like apple.. but i didnt knw how to hold on to relationship so now i really juz wanna be wit apple.. and i'll hold on until he dun love me anymore which i hope it wont happen?dear.. i want both of us to treasure each other ok... i sometimes wonder why do i have to been thru all those problems and now i knw why.. after going thru all those things i now knw how to react when things dun go my way.. and wat i should do when something similiar happen.. everynight i slp there are flash back of my past sometime i juz could not help but start cryin.. it realli hurts alot alot...

i love my apple~

i love apple~

hmm..
today ma...
went to roller blading...
wake up thn saw apple msg me alot of things.. guess he realli think bout wat really has been happening between us... and i really appreciate it alot alot.. THANKS my dear..
oh yah back to wat happen.. i was watching tv thn i go prepare something to eat damn hungry thn saw apple say he outside my house haas thn i call him and confirm thn i faster eat and bath let him wait for 1 hour ++ i'm sorry dear.. but i knw he wont angry cox he's like waiting for me? haas.. thn went to find daniel to get roller blade thn meet ivon at rivervale plaza go down to nerd house get another 3 pair of roller blade.. meet gail and rachh at hougang waited for ding chow and get the last blade.. yi xian came so off we go to east coast.. and it started to rain so we blade in der rain.. apple teach me how to blade.. and i FINALLY!! knw how to blade properly today after learning for so long.. went to eat at a stupid steamboat shop the food really tasted like SHIT!! you knw DA BIAN?? thn still der service like fu** the soup is maggi mee der soup i swear... eat until cant digest thn all of us blade except xian walked to parkway parade.. gail and ivon keep falling down today.. haas.. actually i got alot of tym wanted to fall but my apple was there for me like he always does.. thn took bus 43.. this is when problem starts to come... apple put his bag on der seats thn its like so many ppl so i asked him to take away and after much "niam" he finally take it off thn got one malay guy started to say alot of thing in malay which i dun understand *REGRET NOT LEARNING MALAY IN MALAYSIA LORX* he juz start saying bout apple.. he got say balestia ite thn i tot apple knw him or wat.. thn apple go down der bus cox he had to go to work thn tat guy wanted to follow him but HENG HENG his frewn stop him thn he suddenly bang the window when he saw apple walking and i was like sitting at der window.. my heart almost POP OUT!! thn he took out his lighter like wanna beat ppl like tat wahh!! the trip scared der wits outta me.. and again HENG HENG thanks GOD!!! they go down first i still scared he dun let me go down.. apple say he dunno him at all.. i damn worried for him can.. malay ppl is damn scary ppl and i dun wan apple have anything to do wit them.. took mrt home and talk to apple..
i juz hope nth will happen to apple.. i'll pray hard.. i knw apple wont take it seriously but i am i really dun wan anything happen to him and lose him.. today soooooo tired.. but apple more tired didnt sleep for the whole day and still gotta work now..
photos i'll upload after gail has upload...
tats all.. TTFN tata for now~

and song tym!!!
something quite long ago...

一路向北

i love apple~

hmmm..
finalli my bro in law go to work.. should be a very long...
haas.. cut my hair... damn short... first tym i cut til so short.. omg... i kinda like it but nort der stupid fringe...



introducing!!! my new hair style!!!
posing for GUCCI!!!

back to my life...
in my earlier post i said i can do things i like but i'll restrict wat my bf do..
deep down in my heart for these few days i've feeling kinda empty.. its like apple dont care or dont really care bout me anymore... take ytr for example.. haix.. i dun wish to say it anymore.. i'm sick and tired of us quarreling and argueing for our stupid attitude.. i dun even think is worth fighting for.. but we juz cant stop ourselves dont we? we came so far to get into this relationship and i juz dun wan us to separate for this stupid reason... sometime u say its juz a joke.. but der more you say it gets overboard and i juz dun like it.. thn when i start getting angry you too start to show ur moodiness or attitude which i really DUN LIKE look at the way you talk to me as if i'm a nobody to you.. i knw u care and concern bout me can we juz be like a normal couple.. we can talk nicely and say out everything and how we feel.. i miss last tym when you're jioing me tat tym and when we got tgt for the first few weeks.. everything was like so nice.. i really wan us to be like tat.. if we keep continue being like this i scared i realli cant take it anymore its never ending of arguement for us.. everytime we argue or quarrel i juz feel like i really cant breath.. i knw sometime is me but i'll end up talking to you and talk to u.. but when its you.. you really can juz dun bother bout me... all i really wan is you to hug me even if i push away or wat juz dun let me go and i'll be back to you.. but all you do is listen to ur music.. sometimes i wonder is ur music so much more impt thn i cry? i cry so many times for you til i lost count but i still wants to be wit u..everytime i cried i'm like waiting for you to come and pamper me... i do knw i kept pushing u away but like i told you before juz hold on me.. i knw sometimes i wan to go out wit my frewn and i brought you along.. i dun wan to neglect YOU and my frewn as well and if you wan to spend tym wit juz me i can set aside everything.. can you talk to me as someone you really love.. tats all for today i'm really tired.. TTFN tata for now... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i'm so damn.. arg i'll juz shutt up!!

song for today..

i simply hate this...

songs..


went to church..
haas.. in the morning i scared yaya haas.. thn when i run away i think i sprain my ankle? cox it like damn pain lahs...
after church ate with my sis...
went to find grace and went shopping spree at a FOX warehouse near grace house there.. the things was like damn CHEAP!!! $7 lorx... i bought 4 blouse for like $28? haas.. if no discount all 4 piece add up should be $80-$100++ bahs.. so cheap horx... woo~

pei grace go sports hall to change her badminton the grip thingy.. thn took 62 home...
argument ARGUMENTS!!!!
its forever ending for us...
ARG!!!!! i hate it hate it hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

tats all... TTFN.. tata for now~

my life still goes on..