phew~

OMG OMG OMG!!!! dorain is BACK!!!!! my good old buddy is back from spain!!!!! haas...
today!!!! is A BLOODY DAMN TIRED DAY!!!!!!
after school maths remedial... after tat 7pm still got maths tuition!!!!
WOOO! tired like siao....
today art lesson i drew a milk bottle.. look so fake like cartoon like tat.. but its nice... realli *i swear*
hmm..these few days recess eat alot sia... always bloated after recess... haas.. english need to do a news casting.. gail and i are gonna be the reporter... after i say shirley i will ring a bell cox the bell will sound like my surname.. thn gail will be showing der chin.. cox her name is gail chin... haas!!! fun!!!! maths test damn sad... morning galvin teached me how to do graph question ler lehs.. thn i forget!!!!! wah piang!! so sad :(
rush here rush there for today... tired ah tired... i think this year i onli wish for more time.. not for studying is for slping... lack of slp=a lot of pimple!!!!!
yah got 3 pop out today.. and one mosqitoe bite on my cheek haas...
oh yah.. ytr my 6th sis called and she found out i smoke also.. damn piss off... cox is her friend tell her tat they saw me smoke... its like WAT THE F*** lahs can... mouth so big for wat? kypo der lehs... cant they juz mind their own business? thn i made her cry.. so sad lorx.... thn end up i also crying.. thn tat stupid apple.. gibb me attitude... even more angry... thn msg apple till fall aslp.. thn in de end apple angry wit me... haas.. very fun horx? haaass....

kk nth much to say ler... muz faster off the comp before my bro-in-law come back...
TTFN!!! tata for now~

swit!

hmmm... today first time in this month reach school early!! haas... thn lessons as usual.. my eye degree is getting bad to worst.. almost cant see wat teacher writing on the board now.. BAD!!! today got geo again.. stupid gangyi pinch me til got blue black!!! macham kenna abuse like tat... thn today hui qi smoke was saw by her auntie.. haas.. heng her auntie was like blind didn't saw her holding the ciggy... oh yah SORRY zhong ping!!! haas.. he keep reminding me to watch a tattoo show but i keep forgetting.. haas... class was fun!!! i guess?? tml got maths test... haix.. shag!
today.. kinda like quarrel with apple.. haas in the morning.. haas... but later on jiu ok lo...
and ytr alvin was kinda sad too.. cox he thinks he gei kiang go help me find tat song thn make apple angry... haas.. nah its not his fault anyway... so dun think so much...
tired tired tired.... oh yah remind me of something!!! today hui qi slept during remedial and DROOL!!!! oh~ haas.. so much water.... haas... ok its a bit disgusting.. not so much actually... almost forgot to return class keys today.. thn zhong ping say i'm a monitress who forget i'm a monitress... haas... maths tuition teacher was wierd.. our DM should be called as mr anba he call him mr anbak.. haas...
tats all for today!!!
TTFN! tata for now....

wow~

today no song to post.. cox i muz faster post if nt bro-in-law come out thn cannot use comp ler...
haas...
i wanted tat song.. and thx for alvin haas..
he help me find and send it to grace to send to me... thx!
hmmm.... today nth much happen in school. was kinda moody... til geo lesson!!!
its a hurtful lessons... my partner was ganyi.. thn he BOX me!!! wth!!?? damn pain so i box him back!!! my body full of "orh green"(blue black) muahahahaha!!! thn out of the sudden he box my head.. crazy ah him.. so ialso box him back lo.. after lesson.. teacher saw me thn ask me why i keep playing during his lesson... haix.. after school went to eat at hougang mall.. thn bought a doraemon for ivon.. she happy like mad but she keep thinking i got motive buying for her... haas... and bought a massage thingy for my yaya cox it her BIRTHDAY!!! she was happy to see the present haas... thn fell aslp till 5!! haas... actually should be 4.30.. but too tired.... apple angry cox i keep going back to slp!! thn i finally wake up lo..
today math tuition also pass very fast!!! by the tym i see the tym it was 8.30!! fast horx.. i was like so happy!! cant wait to get out of the class!!!
haas...
today apple came to fetch me home wor~
finally saw apple again!!!
haas.. thn apple angry wit me cox apple say wrong thing i slapped apple... thn elbow apple.. and also bite apple... haas.. ok ok i'm kinda siao huh? haas....OH YAH!!! apple also got help me find tat song.. haas.. thn apple was sad when i said i have it already...
kkz i have to go get my beauty slp now....
TTFN!! tata for now~

STUPID YOU!!

isn't it obvious you are apple!!!!!
you this LULU!!!!!!
arg!!!!
actualli wanna tell u on 14 feb der.. still rmb i say gt things to tell u on 13 feb?
thn tell u ler still wanna DENY!!! you also knw der lorx... still act cute dunno.. onli you let me hear tat song lorx.. arg!!! i'm angry!
and thn horx.. still steal things.. promise me wont steal things in de end lehs??!! more and more..
HUMPH!!!
finish my eng tuition ler.. thn tat stupid lulu apple make me angry.. the on top content is for tat lulu apple.. hmm went to eat guo tiao tang wit qi..nerd..ivon..gail... thn run two tym on der road cox red light ler.. haas.. thn go home wit gail.. dun wanna blog more ler.. du lan.. now wanna go watch heroes!!!! thn go do my correction thn go slp!!!
nitex~
TTFN.. tata for now~

switness~

new song again!!!

如果有一天




hope apple help me find this song thn sent me when we meet!!!
haas... i like this song!!! apple today angry wit me seh.. cox i late reply apple lo... thn busy forget to tell apple... and today apple wake up late also.. ahaahhaa!!! today apple gonna work in a lu lu place.. ltr apple gonna explore to find where is it... today mr anba's lessons fun.. i make alot of funny comment til he also dun wan bother me... dunno why today damn high!!! go chop my name on gail..agnes..zhong ping..galvin..ming..nicholas..aishah..jun yuan..ngiak ling 's hand!!!! haas.. thn today art lessons was joking ard.. i drawn something damn funny lorhs.. next tym upload.. haas.. thn went to plaza smoke my last ciggy!!!! my quitting starts now!!! oh yah almost forgot today huiqi and ivon didnt came to school.. both fucker lulu!!!! huiqi overslept.. ivon because dunno how do journal thn dun wanna face mr anba.. haix.. i have such adorable frewns.. ltr got english tuition.. haix.. apple not coming to find me cox he got work.. saded.. and me and gail was thinking if ivon coming not.. haas... tym pass so fast!!! cny is ard der corner!! i'm not going back malaysia as i insist nt to! haas..so i can get ang bao wit s'pore $$$.. get malaysia$$ so not worth it.. haas.. ops :x... haas... kkz.. gotta go and prepare to meet gail lo...
TTFN... tata for now~

MUACKS!!!!

arg!

second post of the day... juz reach home from meeting steven ..tat idiot make me missed 7 bus 62 becox got alot of things to say.. haas.. say bout luc*my ex* will have a new gf soon cox he now jioing other gals.. i dunno bout tat.. but i believe he will in 2 months tym.. cox after we break jiu got so many gals ard him.. haas so wats der point if he wans me back? i dun trust him anymore.. have enuff of him lying to me.. juz now mummy called force me to go malaysia which i dun like lorx.. always ask me go back thn no car send me home der lehs.. throw me alone there... say wat those need to work more important so muz go back first.. study ones can wait.. its like WTF!!?? tats why i dun like to go back.. thn she keep asking me nonsense questions.. which i hate it to der core.. always come my house check my things.. tat tym still tear away my jay chou der poster lorx.. heng she nv stay wit me if she does i will juz jump down from my house which I WILL!!! she drives me crazy..
don't knw why keep listening to tat song apple ask me listen der.. haas.. very nice i think?
haas.. hmmm.. i'm confuse.. should i or should i not?? knw wat.. i'm tired of going back school tml.. i wan apple to quit smoking wit me lehs.. but i knw apple nv will der lorx.. so sad.. nvm lorx.. dun wan force apple too.. ltr angry wit me.. HUMPH! i shall quit myself.. still left 3 sticks thn i will start my quitting lo.. if apple dun wan quit thn i also dun wanna miss apple ler.. muahahahahaha... TTFN!! tata for now~

yawn~

ytr night apple let me hear this song.. haas.. kinda cute..

爱爱




this is the song.. i shall not put the lyrics.. too long..
hmmm.. is apple hinting me? haas... not sure.. apple didnt say anything... ltr say i luan luan xiang again...
hmm.. today morning was damn piss off.. i was like slping so wonderfully.. thn my stupid niece and yaya.. bang the doors.. and talk so loudly til i wake up.. thn wanna watch tv tat i recorded found out my beloved niece delete away.. i ask her she replied me "i tot you watched finish already" ppl who knw me should knw wat i have done huh... well.. i did not beat her up.. i juz shouted at her and ban her from watching tv for 2 days.. wats a bad aunty i am.. wat can i say? she deserves it.. she knws she cant provoke me.. she's at the lose end... thn talked to mr ren our former art relief teacher and he's like in the states!!! and its snowing there!! its 10 pm there where else here is 11am...aww~ kinda envy his life.. thn asked him for some ideas for my art.. ltr gonna meet steven.. need to pass him money to pass to brandon to get my t-shirt tat i bought online... i'm tired.. i have my final decisions!!!!! i'm gonna quit smoking after this packet and i mean it... cox ytr gangyi told me to count how many packet i have bought thn add up the cost.. and you knw wat its a few hundred reaching thousand.. and i was like.. i can use tat money to buy the phone i wanted w910i.. and he also mention.. with tat money i could have bought things tat are good for my body rather thn harming my body which is well.. kinda true.. alright very true.. so i decided to quit and save tat $10 whenever i wanna buy ciggys... and i ask tat stupid apple to quit wit me.. thn apple say very difficult.. apple difficult onli lorx i not difficult.. LU LU APPLE!!! ok i shall go do my things... schools starts tml again.. boring...
alright TTFN... tata for now~

boring~

somewhere over the rainbow




Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high.
There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue.
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.
Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops, Away above the chimney tops.
That's where you'll find me.
Somewhere, over the rainbow, bluebirds fly. Birds fly over the rainbow,
Why then - oh, why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,
Why, oh, why can't I?


蒲公英的约定




小学篱笆旁的蒲公英

十几英里有味道的风景
雾水草场传来她的声音
多少年后也开始很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄出信
因为我们等不到那流星
等枕头坠离命运的引力
却不知道到底能去哪里

已经长大的约定 那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

在走廊想霸占她手心
我们却注意窗边的情敌
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜

已经长大的约定 那样清晰
拿过到的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今 唯一坚持的任性

已经长大的约定 那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清 你是友情
还是错过的爱情

my all

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it’s wrong to love you
Then my heart just won’t let me right
Cause I’ve drowned in you
And I won’t pull through
Without you by my side
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me
Imagining I’m looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you’re so far
Like a distant star
I’m wishing on tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
I’d give my all to have
Just one more night with you
I’d risk my life to feel
Your body next to mine
Cause I can’t go on
Living in the memory of our song
I’d give my all for your love tonight
Give my all for your love
Tonight





When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

[DJ-clue:]
Remix (remix)
desert storm
uh yo,

[Rap 1:]
[Jadakiss:] Show your respect
Whenever you hear me or see me
[Styles P:] This is the emancipation of Mimi (Haha)
[Jadakiss:] Hot like a real fever,
[Styles P:] The real diva
[Jadakiss:] So successful, yet still so eager
No matter what they say, it's on for ever
[Styles P:] It's our time right now,
[Jadakiss:] More than ever
[Styles P:] 'Til the death,
[Jadakiss:]we gon' get it on together
And MC, you know we belong together
Come on

[Chorus: Mariah Carey]
I lost a part of me
When you left boy can't you see
Boy come back baby please
'Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When the times get rough
Who's gon' talk to me
'Til the sun comes up
Who's gon' take your place
There ain't nobody there
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

[Verse 1: Mariah Carey]
I only think of you
On two occasions
That's day and night
I'd go for broke
If I could be wit' you
Only you can make it right
Make it right, make it right uh

[Rap 2:]
[Styles P:] We belong together
Like the sun in the summertime
Bounce in a lemon range
[Jadakiss:] Skip in a Hummer lime
P and Kiss in and out
[Styles P:] Mariah on the other line
Baby I'ma come back
Believe it'll come a time
[Jadakiss:] We belong together
Like peanut butter and jelly
Februaries and skellies
[Styles P:] After-parties and tellies
[Jadakiss:] Feelin' you in my stomach
Like you a part of my belly
[Styles P:] Baby I'ma come back
With every part of you ready

[Chorus: Mariah Carey]
I lost a part of me
when you left boy can't you see
Boy come back baby please
'Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When the times get rough
Who's gon' talk to me
'Til the sun comes up
Who's gon' take your place
There ain't nobody there
Oh, baby baby, we belong together

[Verse 2: Mariah Carey]
I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singin' to me
"If you think you're lonely now,
Wait until tonight"
Boy, I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, cryin'
Tryin' to figure out
where the hell i went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life
Baby

[Rap 3:]
[Styles P:]
Let's go
You gonn' need a shoulder to cry on
Classic Mustang Cobra to ride on
Past is the past
Just let it be bygones
Matter of fact I know a fly song
That we could vibe on
Let's get it straight
If it's the 6 or the quarter to eight

[Jadakiss:] Then I'm thowin' Babyface or Shai on
[Styles P:] Yeah and Kiss ghost and MC
Get close and toast to the diva and MC's

[Jadakiss:] The trees will blow
Big cups, Pino Grigio
[Styles P:] Take it easy, yo

[Jadakiss:]
We belong together, we know that
Now I think that it's about time we show that
Even though every moment won't be a Kodak
Sometimes we argue
I spazz out, grab my bozak
Come back not 'cause I have to, I want to
No, I don't just wanna have you
I want you

[Chorus: Mariah Carey]
I lost a part of me
When you left boy can't you see
Boy come back baby please
'Cause we belong together
Who am I gonna lean on
When the times get rough
Who's gon' talk to me
'Til the sun comes up
Who's go not to take your place
There am not nobody better
Oh, baby,baby we belong together

(DJ-clue:)
This is
The desert strom remix
ha ha ha

(Mariah Carey:)
ohh,ohh,ohh,
We Belong together

(DJ-clue:)
DJ clue Desert Storm

(Mariah Carey:)
come back baby please!

(DJ Clue:)
MC

(Mariah Carey:)
oh Come Back baby please!
It's still so hard to believe
(yeah)

(DJ-Clue:)
We back baby!

(Mariah Carey:)
We Belong together




such a boring day today... listen to this four songs.... so nice so i decided to put the song and lyrics.. hmmm should i quit smoking? maybe i will... today my stomach damn pain.. and my muscle ache also.. so many pain here pain there.. make me so not in the mood... actualli meeting my old schoolmates der thn ytr night nv comfirm thn they tot i not going thn jiu cancel haas.. oh yah thn also meeting steven der lorx.. but i lazy go sk find him he also lazy come punggol find me jiu end up nv meet lorx.. so i sit on der sofa watch tv from 11pm til 4 pm.. at der same tym i msg someone to complain..ok let me name tat someone apple.. thn apple also complain tat apple hit the toe..ahahaha.. so apple also pain pain..thn tat apple ask me use comp lorx.. thn chat wit gangyi.. oh yah he's not gangyi already.. he is shirley ling so yin.. i'm nicholas chew gangyi... ahahaha.. cox we change our identity.. cox we exchange our bag.. haas.. lame i knw.. apple today work til 10pm.. haas.. poor thing horx.. ltr going to meet rayner.. cox he wan smoke.. thn ltr jiu go study le lo... kkz i stop here first going downstairs ler.. and i miss apple!!!!! so long nv see apple le lo.. haas.. still got 10 more days to go.. thn can see apple again le.. haas.. use to see apple on mon..tues.. thurs.. haas.. now don't have ler so not use to it..

2 hours ltr...

ok i'm back home.. apple was jealous.. thn keep saying me make me so du lan... today der day passes so fast!!!! oh yah remind me of something.. on weekdays i keep forgetting i'm the monitress.. haas... after assembly i keep forgortting to open the doors for my classmates.. haas.. thn everybody will me like looking at me.. thn i'll be like why are they looking at me.. i tot they were kinda wierd.. haas.. thn i suddenly remember to open the doors.. so PAI SEH still got one time i forgot to open the front door thn mr anba was like figuring out why it cant be open.. AHAHAHAHA!!! ok my bad i was laughing at him behind thn i faster walk up to open the door for him.. haas.. thn he ask me why i so funny didn't open the front door but the back door.. i just say "cox i tot i open the back door means got open door for ppl to come in already so i totally forgot bout the front door." haas... so he laughed along wit me.. haas.. oh yah for ur information mr anba is my co-form and the school discipline master.. ok ok tats all for today.. i realli need to go do my work... but i think in another 2 hours time.. haas.. ok TTFN.. tata for now...

oh yah those who don't knw wat is TTFN..
TTFN=tata for now...
go watch winnie the pooh tats wat tigger always say... haas..

disppointment again

haix i tot no one in my family will find out i smoke.. in the end my 4th sis did.. its like kinda unexpected for me.. its like after 4 hours and i've eaten a lot of things she still can smell it.. i hate it.. nobody in my family knew for 2 yrs and suddenly *poof* one of them knew bout it.. i dunno why i juz dun like this feeling.. its like i have been disappointing a lot of ppl these few weeks.. like mr anba.. my 4th sis.. and my friends.. wit everything i've done.. i just feel so wrong.. everything i did its like WRONG.... why why why.. i wanna leave this world.. can i? but i also wanna do something great for my life.. just what is wrong wit me??!! sometimes i'll wonder why am i here? my mom has 6 chilren and after 12 yrs they still wanna have me but don't have anything to raise me up.. all they do is to kick me around to my sister if they can find a place.. they said i'm troublesome.. i feel tat i'm just a burden for them...

tired tired

F**K cannot change my skin lorx!! finally ok ler thn not ok..

knn... today PE play baminton like mad thn damn tired ah fall aslp in class... haas.. thn galvin wake me up.. and knw wat?? i very very stink today.. cant stand myself... hmmm kinda sad huh.. aishah doing the same art things wit me.. how can like this.. damn piss off.. somemore i get this idea first can!! ARG!! haas thn i complain to galvin.. agnes.. gail.. ivon.. zhong ping.. grace.. haas.. i admit i'm kinda whiny.. haas... and mr anba gonna treat us to movie next week!!!! haas.. and someone has to work now... no more free tym for tat someone.. tat someone wont be complaining BORING again.. haas.. ok tats all for now.. TTFN.. tata for now..

awwwww~

haas.. this is the first time i've created a blog!!! thanks to my boi boi huh.. haas..
wat can i say? kinda excited? i'm damn stress by school!!!!!!! so tired of studying ler lorx.. realli... its sooooo not ok!! today anba say he very disappointed wit me hear already so sad.. thn ltr on is ganesan.. she niam niam niam... cant stand!! today got maths tuition teacher niam niam niam again and again... but the sad thing is i went home alone.. haix.. thn called my boi boi ask him wanna go watch movie not.. thn reach home ler lazy to bath jiu use comp chaeck got wat show.. thn horx!!! i wanna watch the show he watch ler if not jiu shi watching wit his gf.. HUMPH!!!! haas.. but its ok narh.. wo da ren you da liang.. forgive him lorx 4 yrs to 5 yrs of friendship ler wor.. haas.. too bad ah now got gf ler.. hmmm waiting for someone to finish work and reach home thn i'll go to slp ler bahx.. or maybe i'll juz fall aslp soon.. tat someone will knw.. haas... and!!! last but not least!! bu gong ying de yue ding very nice!!!!! love it!!