ARGGGGGG!!!!
FML FML FML FML FML!

first i sounded like a freaking tyranny.
next my voice starts to go off
and lastly its gone!
seriously FML!

and my dearest bf is enjoying himself eating nice food with his friend.
and i'm here working with no voice.
PISSED OFF PISSED OFF PISSED OFF!
all i wanted was him to care for me
and accompany me while i'm feeling SO FUCKING TERRIBLE!
YES MY MOOD IS FUCKING BAD!

WELL GUESS WHAT MY SILLY BOY GOT FOR ME FOR CHRISTMAS!

A CAMERA!
hahaha i was shocked stunned suprised and watever u can think of.
its the happiest day of my LIFE~~~~~
can you feel my 'xing fu-ness'??
hahahaa!!

well he wrapped it up as if it like nth inside.
so i asked if if i could dropped it.
he said my heart will ache when i opened it if i drop it.
so yah i decided not to risk it.
it was kind of heavy you knw~

alright i'm out of words shall upload the photos of it soon~~

i was told tat thadd got into an accident.
i hope he's fine now.

well well today i'm on morning shift!
went ard metro to kind of 'shop' ard.
saw levis belt and my colleague can get discont for me!!
got the 'feel' of getting for hun and me:D
but after buying hun's x'mas prezzie i'm broke!

there's this auntie she's crazy! seriously!
she took the same stop of lrt as me.
she die die also wanna stand at the door extrance.
there're ppl trying to like squeeze in but she don even care/bother to move at all.
when we reach our stop she just chiong down like 'siao char bor'
thn she scared ppl will walk faster thn her so she open out her arms while walking down the escalator-.-
when i reach sk i tot the door would open at the same place so i stood at the door like a idot-.-
but it was the other side tat open FML-.-
and ppl are being sooo 'gracious' all crowd at the door.
so i just said 'WTF is wrong with you guys' and walk away!

HUNNY HUN IS GOING TO BE BACK TML!!:D
ok... wat should we eat tml..........
chinese? western? idian? malay? japanese? korean?
arggg... think about cleaning my teeth makes me lose all my appitiete-.-

ah ha! christmas is gonna be here soon!!
in like 3 more days time?
cant wait for hunny hun to book out seriously!!
haven been spending time with him
and he's making a BIGGG fuss outta it><

went to upper thomson with gail, ivon and huiqi for supper ytr.
was suppose to have western at flaming grill but they close down.
so settle at this chinese restaurant.
the food wasn't tat bad but dislike mine><
reach home at 12am sharp! luckily my sis slept if not i'll get hell from her.

i'm working my brain out to earn money for my bracy~
and i need to start studying soon i'm so 'serious' but it-.-
still gt 1 and a half more hours and i'm off from work
hungry like wat like tat.

my teeth are like my precious babies now.
i literally spend 15 mins every morning and night to clean them.
and after meals clean them too just so tat they wont turn yellowish*ewww*

tata for now~

fucked up people fucked up world!!

i'm so disappointed with myself.
i thought i could at least get a C.
I DID FUCKING HELL STUDIED KAY!
FML!
totally no mood to talk to anyone.
yah i know you guys only like studied a few days before the paper or maybe only one day.
seriously i thought maybe i was wrong to judge my classmate.
but they just keep proving me wrong.
know how to do thn say knw how to do!
don finish paper tell me 'wah lao so difficult i donno how to do lor'
and end up getting not so bad grades.
i will do the same now kay.
everything also say donno.
everything also say so difficult.

fuck the world!

working~

been working for 2 days full. tiring ttm
bf was so nice to accompany me for lunch during my break time.
i love you so much baybee<3

i'm having my exams next week
and i'm still enjoying my life as if its holidays.
holy shit! hahahhaa!
so don have the 'feel' to study sia><
FML~

work is so boring~
no customer today!
pls let me open one more bill pls!!!
the brand beside me the promoter are all so wierd!
like seriously.
the previous one kept on showing long faces
like as if ppl owe her millions and billion of dollar-.-
now the new one not too bad.
but fake u knw fake?
she's only 16 and she talk to me stuff like clubbing and more.
thn i told her my opinion thn she will be like suddenly change all her words and opinion to mine.
like WTF? and she ya ya ya ya ya.
YA my ass man seriously-.-

baybee's coming back tml!! yayness!!

finish school so early today!

2pm.. sometimes i wonder..

wat kind of classmates i have.

but watever it is i shall be on the neutral side.

my show's taking such a long time to load wtf-.-

i got myself a big tube of ben and jerry today for FREE!!~

happy ttm seriously!

look at my happy ttm face! hahaha!

this is my dear lin lin<3

i promise i will treat him like my one and only if i was given a chance.

but too bad i don't have it anymore.

so i'm gonna cherish the one who is with me now.

even tot its a totally diff person but

i rather cherish someone who is with me now thn someone from the past anymore.

i'll be as 'xin fu' as possible:)

I'm back

suddenly got the urge to blog.

which i don't know why.

got my braces done which i waited for yearsssssssss.........

i'm so stress up with school seriously.

i start to ask myself is nursing really my passion?

but what i got got back was YES!

well, which course is not stressful right.

so shall get over it thn and i believe i can do it too!

bf is on field camp:(

miss him so much....

my mind is filled with plenty of stuff.

why does the scene of me hurting him keep appearing in my mind.

i felt guilty whenever i think bout it.

i just cant help it.

its been 3 years but it nv left my mind.

its like it happened only yesterday.

seriously FML!

i wish we could still be friends and you would talk to me again.

tat would make me feel hell lot better thn now.