i love apple~

hmmm..
finalli my bro in law go to work.. should be a very long...
haas.. cut my hair... damn short... first tym i cut til so short.. omg... i kinda like it but nort der stupid fringe...



introducing!!! my new hair style!!!
posing for GUCCI!!!

back to my life...
in my earlier post i said i can do things i like but i'll restrict wat my bf do..
deep down in my heart for these few days i've feeling kinda empty.. its like apple dont care or dont really care bout me anymore... take ytr for example.. haix.. i dun wish to say it anymore.. i'm sick and tired of us quarreling and argueing for our stupid attitude.. i dun even think is worth fighting for.. but we juz cant stop ourselves dont we? we came so far to get into this relationship and i juz dun wan us to separate for this stupid reason... sometime u say its juz a joke.. but der more you say it gets overboard and i juz dun like it.. thn when i start getting angry you too start to show ur moodiness or attitude which i really DUN LIKE look at the way you talk to me as if i'm a nobody to you.. i knw u care and concern bout me can we juz be like a normal couple.. we can talk nicely and say out everything and how we feel.. i miss last tym when you're jioing me tat tym and when we got tgt for the first few weeks.. everything was like so nice.. i really wan us to be like tat.. if we keep continue being like this i scared i realli cant take it anymore its never ending of arguement for us.. everytime we argue or quarrel i juz feel like i really cant breath.. i knw sometime is me but i'll end up talking to you and talk to u.. but when its you.. you really can juz dun bother bout me... all i really wan is you to hug me even if i push away or wat juz dun let me go and i'll be back to you.. but all you do is listen to ur music.. sometimes i wonder is ur music so much more impt thn i cry? i cry so many times for you til i lost count but i still wants to be wit u..everytime i cried i'm like waiting for you to come and pamper me... i do knw i kept pushing u away but like i told you before juz hold on me.. i knw sometimes i wan to go out wit my frewn and i brought you along.. i dun wan to neglect YOU and my frewn as well and if you wan to spend tym wit juz me i can set aside everything.. can you talk to me as someone you really love.. tats all for today i'm really tired.. TTFN tata for now... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! i'm so damn.. arg i'll juz shutt up!!

song for today..