I knw i've got a very bad past.
But those are the things that made me who i am today.
I always believe if the person truely loves you,
no matter what shitty past you've had they will just get over it
cos they love you for who you are NOW not the PAST.
But well, the person you love may not love you that much too.

slept at 5am and woke up at 12:30pm for work today.
Whole mind filled was with him.
What he said to me, it was really hurtful and i donno what the fuck was i even thinking,
i can still talked to him
if i really fucking could i wont let those stuff happen to me dudeThose past kept haunting me and no one knows how bad it feels.