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well, broke out the news to him ytr
saying that we should end this r/s after trying so hard for so long.
YES, we love each other but we just don't click nor match.
we are going to suffer in the long run so what for?
i keep changing myself just to make him happy i feel so tired from it already.
i rather we stay as good friends and understand each other even more first.
thn we can decide if we still wanna get back tgt.
Its the best for us but i doubt he thinks that way.
i know its a sudden thing to him and i expected him to accept it without giving him a chance to talk
so i decided to let him talk to me ltr.

set aside sad stuff,
i'm going for SIA interview this coming sat.
well, i hope i can get in, in the first try out and them allowing me to defer until next year March.
this would be perfect! but the possibility of it is kinda low i guess.
if that happened it would be like a miracle~
i'm feeling so nervous now thinking of what should i wear its a big headache already.

I've met people i really wanna be with but
those are the people whom makes me feel insecure.
oh well, life is unfair as usual.
nothing and no one is perfect.
i rather enjoy the moment i have now than never had it before.
I'm contented the way it is:)