Cried so much ytr, and no one is around for me.
I guess when you said the word 'no point' it really breaks my heart and i broke down even more.
Kind of regretting crying so much, my eyes hurts so much today morning and worst of all swell like F.
Put plenty of make up to cover it, but my eyes dries up super easily and end up tearing.
FML....

Kept thinking this is my karma, but wtf seriously there's a problem between us already.
We just could'nt communicate at all, everytime we talk about stuff it will always end up in an arguement or 'ok lets not talk about it'.
So what can i do?? should i continue with this or let it go? it's so hard to decide after all we've been together for 2 years plus my longest relationship.
I feel so God damn bloody lost.
Everyone can only tell me 'cheer up everything's gonna be fine', 'you guys will be fine after u cool down'.
Saying is definately easier thn doing it. well, you guys doesn't understand me well enough.

If he doesn't love me anymore, thn i'm gonna get out of this r/s and have nth to do with it anymore.

Well, shall get some nice food to eat ltr.. pasta? fried carrot cake? argg so much things i wanna eat. Can't make up my mind. haha i'm sooooo looking forward to lunch break!!!! i'm famish! and after work will be meeting pudding to get his bag and get koi i guess? hahahaha!