today walked passed hougang mall..
heard one song..
which makes me missed my clique girls.
and my classmates!

mdm Ng said something today
"yah you have ur friends with u now
but once you fail ur o lvl and they pass
they wont bother about you anymore
they will have their own life but you'll be stuck.."
this words had a great impact on me..
i kind of agreed with her..
but there's one thing i didnt agree with her..
was..
i believe they will be still there for you..
to help you if they can..


today my last day of work!!!
Mr ingenius is picking me up..
loves<3

seriously hate robinson..
always release worker LATE!
how could they.
they should have think for us..
we're not paid for OT!

take today for example..
private sales..
we should be let off at 10.30.
alright maybe 5 mins later..
BUT!
they dragged our time for 15 MINS!
luckily michelle dili mas and me didnt wait for that long..
we waited for about 10 mins..
we just switch off our lights like went off..

First time we punch card without queuing:)

i shall start my blog with this sentence

"我知道你我都没有错，只是忘了怎么退后"

was so lazy to blog these pass few days..

dili from anna sui said i am a super women..

an exhuasted one..

i study and work at the same time..

honestly i'm really damn *%(& tired..

suddenly i felt that something is missing..

where's my energy?

my liveliness?

i've been so dead ever since i got my results..

i guess i need some time to find myself back..

back to the good old me..

laughing without feeling pain..

smiling not to hide..

and be really happy...

finally had the time to read what gail wrote for me.

i'm touched..

thank you gail chin..

how could i forget you guys especially you..

if i do i wont have my waraku treat..

haas!!

4 more days to finish work!

WOOHOO!

hey hey:)
my blog is not dead yet..
just that my bro in law's at home..
so i didnt get the chance to use the internet:)

i shall update everything..
by...
if i'm not wrong..
TML:))

haas...
stay tune:)

OMG!!!
i'm so extremly tired for this month..
so much things to be done..
school, extra lessons, work and REVISION!!
this month faster past pls..

i'm so busy this month..
i cant even take a breathe..

i've been feeling so hungry so often..
that i kind of stuff myself with junk food..
which i BAD!
extremly BAD FOR MY HEALTH!
haas..
i wanna drink starbuck COFFEE!
anyone:)

busy busy busy..
what've i been doing these few days?
i've been meeting my friends to get book and notes..
and uniform..
planning out my timetable..
going to school...
working..
and revising..
and after 198 days i'll be FREE!!!
haas..

how did i survive in school?
i made new friends of course..
but i'll not forget my dear friends too..
especially GAIL CHIN!
haas.. before someone calls and complain..
IVON PECK.. haas..
and the list goes on:)





Ivon bought me this muffin..
delicious~
we got the same brand, same design but diff colour..

this one is totally out of point..
haas.. jk la.. we took for fun..

i'm extremly tired!
school plus work..
for this month!!! after this month i'll have more rest:)

thanks to everyone who helped me so much:)
be it notes, uniform and more:)
i appreciates it a lot:)


end work met up with eileen home..
and we took some pics..



long overdue pics..

wanna know what happened to me during
my 1st day of school?
my 1st day of school was
.
.
.
SCHOOL MISSION!
i was like 'huh?'
i was expecting lesson instead of that..
my class.. was ok..
everyone is fine..
made a few friend with them..
but still feel wierd...

i'm feeling so tired..
i'm so used to waking up late..
now i have to get up at 5.30AM!
and my hair is falling..
oh my.. haas..

thanks to.
-Mr ingenius..
-marcus
-eileen
-jason
for msging me ytr night & early in the morning
to give me confident to go school:)
appreciated:)

ok i wanna go update my games..
and off to my nap:)

this freaking pimple is so painful!

well..

what else can i say..

besides GREAT JOB!

WOW FANTASTIC!

evening shift at RC again...
talked to michelle..
spend my time making up..
thn wash it off away..
talked to many customer..
but all just wanna try ONLY!
alright never mind better luck next time..

i'm like kind of addicted to restaurant city+mafia war..
OH MY!
bro-in-law's coming back soon..
can't use the comp soon...
ahhhhh~

God bless me on monday:)

saw this saying at daddy's blog..

i find it meaning-ful..

'The past does not equal tomorrow'.

Think about it - and let go.

my hair are BLACK...
look so dead can..
oh! my fringe just got longer day by day:)






i donno why these two pics michelle expression didnt change...

i think me too...

all we did was position changed..

haas!

dyed my hair BLACK!
i'm preparing for school..

hate the ringing of my house phone..
super irritating..
especially when i'm sound asleep..
it started ringing and nobody pick up..
"RING RING RING!"
totally can spoil my day..

worked today at RC..
talked to michelle..
and open bill!!! haas..
its a miracle!!!
coc was so great! 2 belle de jour in one memo..
wah piang.. wondering when will be my turn to open one of it..
just one of it will do..
it seems like everyone in kenzo had already open at least one of it..
EXCEPT ME!
went home with fangjie + Mr ingenius:)








does a smile prove anything?

finally pass thru the interview with VP..
was extremly nervous today..
my palms was sweating..
even my arms was sweating too..
while talking to the vp i tried my best to be confident..
PHEW~
now have to wait for examination board to decide first..
hope it all went well:)

went to cotten on with gail and marcus.
bought 3 tops for $20!
and a hoodie at half price:)

ytr watch confession of a shopaholic..
was super hilarious..
worth my $$..
so much nice show coming up soon...
but i'll have to put my full concentration on studies first..
thn after O lvl i shall go rent all the shows i missed out!
saw a dress at top shop..
its a like at first sight..
but i held back my temptation..
it cost $119..
i know i can afford..
BUT! i didnt wanna waste the money away..

I'LL WANNA BUY ESTEE LAUDER PLEASURE DELIGHTS PERFUME!!
ON MY 2ND PAY!!!:)

hmmm..
didnt get into RP too...
extremly stress up now..
going back sec school in a few hours time..
hope they take me in:)
really hoping..

if i'm able to get in..
i'm gonna sacrific a lot of thing..
hanging out with friends..
slacking outside..
no more shopping..
no more cinema..
no more staying up late..
oh my..
but i know it will be worth it..
its for my future..
i've to sacrific something to gain something..
and i believe after this..
i will have it back again..
this's gonna be temparory...

HAHA!
today.. went to two places to work..
why?
eileen was sick so i've to help her..
first went to centre point to start the first shift..
after tat..
went to paragon to continue my second shift..
PHEW~
while on my way to paragon..
guess what?
.
.
.
IT RAIN!
just my luck..

chit chatted with edith..
she got so many things to tell me..
haas..
-pretty excited for tml's RP results-
God bless me:)
AMEN:)

today replaced magen at centre point..
seriously tiring..
stand the whole day..

today's mood?
extremly down..
why?
i doubt i can express myself..

can anyone tell me why?
haas.. i guess not..
hate myself for putting myself in this mess..
how i wish i can just cast all my past away..
making sure it will NEVER be brought up again by my love ones..
why can't it just leave me alone?
i know i was foolish..

i'm really tired..
sick and tired of it kept repeating and repeating..
i dont need to know it again cos i already knew..

i'm just venting my anger out..
i'm feeling much better..
but i know this will not stop..
i'll be stronger next time to face it..
when it comes again..
which i know will be kinda soon..

bla bla bla bla~

thought of going back to the past?
to change the mistakes you've made?
i guess almost everyone would have the thought of it..
sometimes i do too..

so the question is when would you wana go?
which time of your life?
when you're still a toodler?
or primary and maybe sec...
maybe you'll choose to study harder..
make a better choice..
maybe listen to someone who had been advice-ing you..

i know this's just saying for the sake of escaping reality..
but its something for us to reflect..
on what we've done..
then we might not make the same mistakes again...
and don't grieve from it..
cause its useless..
look forward to it..
and remember not to do it again:)

the red patches are my allergic..
i cant eat seafood for the time being..
i will need to be a vegetarian for awhile..

but never mind..
i bought snacks and sweet..
muahahahaa!!
shall fill my tummy with those:)

I CANT GO OUT!
donno what is those stuff on my legs..
why its not going away from me..
its super fugly plus disgusting.
suddenly comes suddeny goess..
pls go away permanently...

NYP send me a letter..
its something i kind of expected..
the moment i saw the word regret..
i knew i was not chosen...
i wont cry or grieve over it..
one last chance RP..
no matterwhat is the outcome.
i'll still face it..

should i?
or should i not?




all these red patches are all over my leg..
back and front of my leg..

alright haven been blogging for 2 days:))
had facial ytr:)
was superb:)))
and we had it free muahahahaha:)

morning went back to school with gail..
took our testimony+art..
had curry kway tiao.. yum yum..
now the price its like $1.70!
went down to office to get my pay:)*finally*
went to paragon accompany edith for lunch..
*ITS HER BIRTHDAY!*
after lunch met up with eileen and off we went for facial:)

while waiting for eillen to finish..
accompanied joyce for lunch..
she went to get working shoes..

went walking around with eileen after facial..
bought a watch:)
i wan a watch for quite sometime..
thn home i went:)




photos were taken the day before..

was not feeling well:(

what a memorable day..

guess what happened to me today!
i board the train at 9.15AM..
i reached my work place at 11.08AM!
can you imagine how long my trip was..
it took me 1 hour ++ to 2 hours to reach city hall..
i never knew city hall was so far away..
the train was DELAYED!
those who knw me well should know how did i reacted..

lost 1 HOUR OF PAY!
due to SBS MRT train breakdown..
can anyone felt how i felt?
oh my.. i was swearing in my heart till the train starts moving..
i was never soo late in my entire 17++ yrs of life...

after work..
met up with ingenius..
was a extremly stress day for me..
had to meet so many ppl at one time..
my cheek was burning..
and my heart speed was pretty fast..
shall not elaborate more...

back home..
laptop was screwed up..
LUCKILY! i know this person who is my computer doctor ever since sec 2..
he never fails to save my computer..
this time his assistant was not around..
i called him..
and once again my lap top was SAVED!
thank you so much Mr Andrew Tay:)
and not forgetting his ex assistant Mr Yao Song:)
i didnt knew computer stuffs are so complicated..




loved my key chain..
what will happen to me?

my dreams and craving does come true:)
and all was fulfilled by my dearest...

i was craving for strawberry cake after i watched..
ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni...
which was many weeks ago...
but non of the cakes i saw caught of attention..
until one day i walked pass bakerzin...
the strawberry shortcake totally caught my attention..
but the price was totally out of my budget for a cake.
so i went to buy another cake at prima deli.
which taste fine...
so i continue to crave for it...

until today..
accompanied dearest to TTSH for check up..
guess what
.
.
.
BINGO!
there was a cake for me:)
even thought it was not the one but..
i was very touched...
and appreciates it a lot..






TADA!

we've to wait for soooooooooo long..
so i decided to play with camera.. and stuff...

i love you<3

firstly in the morning..
went to my 4th sis place..
which my mom is there..
cooked with my mum and played with my niece..
oh my they're so adorable..
they come to you...
lie beside you...
ask you to hug them..
SEE how adorable can they get right?

took a few pics with them..
my mum's cooking is BA GUS!
haas.. love her cooking...

after that went to met up with gail chin...
and she's freakingly late for 1 HOUR!
ate curry san... extremly full:)
walked around in compass..
bought a stretchable hair band..
saw gail buy thn i also copy cat go try see nice not..
hmm.. turn out pretty nice so bought one too.
haas...

after that ivon came..
accompanied her to MOS to had her dinner...
chit chatted...
as usual laugh out lungs off...

it has been such a long time since i last went out with them...
time for me to catch up soon..





don't you think she looks like ponyo..
haas...

this is how she calls me..

ah YIIIIIII... haas.. showing off her teeth..

gail said i look rugged... haas..

replaced shirley today:)
was feeling damn bad...
sore throat plus terrible flu...

paragon..
seriously its super duper cold there..
ma chiam winter like tat..
wear long sleeve also very cold..

took many pics with michelle..
she even took my phone and take herself..
reminds me of my dear friend..
IVON PECK:)