today replaced magen at centre point..
seriously tiring..
stand the whole day..

today's mood?
extremly down..
why?
i doubt i can express myself..

can anyone tell me why?
haas.. i guess not..
hate myself for putting myself in this mess..
how i wish i can just cast all my past away..
making sure it will NEVER be brought up again by my love ones..
why can't it just leave me alone?
i know i was foolish..

i'm really tired..
sick and tired of it kept repeating and repeating..
i dont need to know it again cos i already knew..

i'm just venting my anger out..
i'm feeling much better..
but i know this will not stop..
i'll be stronger next time to face it..
when it comes again..
which i know will be kinda soon..

bla bla bla bla~