HAHA!
today.. went to two places to work..
why?
eileen was sick so i've to help her..
first went to centre point to start the first shift..
after tat..
went to paragon to continue my second shift..
PHEW~
while on my way to paragon..
guess what?
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IT RAIN!
just my luck..

chit chatted with edith..
she got so many things to tell me..
haas..
-pretty excited for tml's RP results-
God bless me:)
AMEN:)

today replaced magen at centre point..
seriously tiring..
stand the whole day..

today's mood?
extremly down..
why?
i doubt i can express myself..

can anyone tell me why?
haas.. i guess not..
hate myself for putting myself in this mess..
how i wish i can just cast all my past away..
making sure it will NEVER be brought up again by my love ones..
why can't it just leave me alone?
i know i was foolish..

i'm really tired..
sick and tired of it kept repeating and repeating..
i dont need to know it again cos i already knew..

i'm just venting my anger out..
i'm feeling much better..
but i know this will not stop..
i'll be stronger next time to face it..
when it comes again..
which i know will be kinda soon..

bla bla bla bla~

thought of going back to the past?
to change the mistakes you've made?
i guess almost everyone would have the thought of it..
sometimes i do too..

so the question is when would you wana go?
which time of your life?
when you're still a toodler?
or primary and maybe sec...
maybe you'll choose to study harder..
make a better choice..
maybe listen to someone who had been advice-ing you..

i know this's just saying for the sake of escaping reality..
but its something for us to reflect..
on what we've done..
then we might not make the same mistakes again...
and don't grieve from it..
cause its useless..
look forward to it..
and remember not to do it again:)

the red patches are my allergic..
i cant eat seafood for the time being..
i will need to be a vegetarian for awhile..

but never mind..
i bought snacks and sweet..
muahahahaa!!
shall fill my tummy with those:)

I CANT GO OUT!
donno what is those stuff on my legs..
why its not going away from me..
its super fugly plus disgusting.
suddenly comes suddeny goess..
pls go away permanently...

NYP send me a letter..
its something i kind of expected..
the moment i saw the word regret..
i knew i was not chosen...
i wont cry or grieve over it..
one last chance RP..
no matterwhat is the outcome.
i'll still face it..

should i?
or should i not?




all these red patches are all over my leg..
back and front of my leg..

alright haven been blogging for 2 days:))
had facial ytr:)
was superb:)))
and we had it free muahahahaha:)

morning went back to school with gail..
took our testimony+art..
had curry kway tiao.. yum yum..
now the price its like $1.70!
went down to office to get my pay:)*finally*
went to paragon accompany edith for lunch..
*ITS HER BIRTHDAY!*
after lunch met up with eileen and off we went for facial:)

while waiting for eillen to finish..
accompanied joyce for lunch..
she went to get working shoes..

went walking around with eileen after facial..
bought a watch:)
i wan a watch for quite sometime..
thn home i went:)




photos were taken the day before..

was not feeling well:(

what a memorable day..

guess what happened to me today!
i board the train at 9.15AM..
i reached my work place at 11.08AM!
can you imagine how long my trip was..
it took me 1 hour ++ to 2 hours to reach city hall..
i never knew city hall was so far away..
the train was DELAYED!
those who knw me well should know how did i reacted..

lost 1 HOUR OF PAY!
due to SBS MRT train breakdown..
can anyone felt how i felt?
oh my.. i was swearing in my heart till the train starts moving..
i was never soo late in my entire 17++ yrs of life...

after work..
met up with ingenius..
was a extremly stress day for me..
had to meet so many ppl at one time..
my cheek was burning..
and my heart speed was pretty fast..
shall not elaborate more...

back home..
laptop was screwed up..
LUCKILY! i know this person who is my computer doctor ever since sec 2..
he never fails to save my computer..
this time his assistant was not around..
i called him..
and once again my lap top was SAVED!
thank you so much Mr Andrew Tay:)
and not forgetting his ex assistant Mr Yao Song:)
i didnt knew computer stuffs are so complicated..




loved my key chain..
what will happen to me?

my dreams and craving does come true:)
and all was fulfilled by my dearest...

i was craving for strawberry cake after i watched..
ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni...
which was many weeks ago...
but non of the cakes i saw caught of attention..
until one day i walked pass bakerzin...
the strawberry shortcake totally caught my attention..
but the price was totally out of my budget for a cake.
so i went to buy another cake at prima deli.
which taste fine...
so i continue to crave for it...

until today..
accompanied dearest to TTSH for check up..
guess what
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BINGO!
there was a cake for me:)
even thought it was not the one but..
i was very touched...
and appreciates it a lot..






TADA!

we've to wait for soooooooooo long..
so i decided to play with camera.. and stuff...

i love you<3

firstly in the morning..
went to my 4th sis place..
which my mom is there..
cooked with my mum and played with my niece..
oh my they're so adorable..
they come to you...
lie beside you...
ask you to hug them..
SEE how adorable can they get right?

took a few pics with them..
my mum's cooking is BA GUS!
haas.. love her cooking...

after that went to met up with gail chin...
and she's freakingly late for 1 HOUR!
ate curry san... extremly full:)
walked around in compass..
bought a stretchable hair band..
saw gail buy thn i also copy cat go try see nice not..
hmm.. turn out pretty nice so bought one too.
haas...

after that ivon came..
accompanied her to MOS to had her dinner...
chit chatted...
as usual laugh out lungs off...

it has been such a long time since i last went out with them...
time for me to catch up soon..





don't you think she looks like ponyo..
haas...

this is how she calls me..

ah YIIIIIII... haas.. showing off her teeth..

gail said i look rugged... haas..

replaced shirley today:)
was feeling damn bad...
sore throat plus terrible flu...

paragon..
seriously its super duper cold there..
ma chiam winter like tat..
wear long sleeve also very cold..

took many pics with michelle..
she even took my phone and take herself..
reminds me of my dear friend..
IVON PECK:)

shirley ling is sick:(
i'm exhuasted from sleeping late and waking up early..
i just cant fall asleep..
which i can't explain why..
my throat are so sore..
and my flu are kind of bad..

ok..
today i worked at paragon:)
had lunch with michelle..
went to hereen walked ard..
joanne's having gastric flu..
and she's still working..
i hope she's fine..

i've got a letter:)
to go back school and collect my cert..
haas...
a little excited about what i'll get..

aright i'm hungry...
shall go and find some food to fill my growling tummy:)

我很累..
i wish someone to really understands me..
know what i really want..
is it too much to ask for?

today's photos were taken ytr..
while walking home...
i suddenly had the feel of camwhoring..
and TADA! i did it...

today's sales..
did not make it...

spend the entire 4 hours staring in the air..
and talked to kanebo's girl cindy..
and Edith's LATE!
and i almost lost my punch card...
i searched high and low at the counter..
and could'nt find it..
so i gave up..
when i went to collect my bag..
guess what..
.
.
.
.
yeah you're right..
it was inside my bag...
i seriously remember bringing it down..
had lunch with cindy..
and MRT-ed to find Mr ingenius...
and off he went to work..
night shift...

TML morning shift again..
i'm feeling so tired....
shall rest early for the day...
but i wanna watch movie...







i seriously love my new fringe..

hair pls grow long..i mean behind not fringe..

wow!!!
its really a miracle for me today:)))
i manage to sell something..
oh my oh my..
thanks god..

i was so pissed off today after what felicia told me..
its lke totally not her fault..
and she has to carry all the burden..
our pay already so pathetic..
lavonne still wanna cut her pay cos she gave too much F.O.C
which is like due to customer's demand...
and she can't say no right?
what kind of management is this?
mind them she only has 2 working day for this ENTIRE MONTH!
which is only $91 only lor..
oh my...

i'm feeling so sad for kendre....
i almost cry when i heard what she told me..
she don't deserve that kind of guy..
he's such a *&(*%&^*&%...

my heart was not in a normal mode today.
the speed of it was a little faster today...
am i thinking too much?
or what?

stupid blogger..
i can't rotate the picture!
irritating:(

I CUT MY HAIR AGAIN!
haas.. not i who wanna cut..
my sister is joining a competition..
she might be using me as her model..
so she cut my hair a little..
if she really needs me thn she will..
redo my hair colour and many many more..
haas.. cool yo..
when will my long hair come..
hmmmm....

haas..
i've been taking a longer time to blog these few days..
i'm a little lazy...
not busy working..
too much off days..
been slcking at home..
plus waiting for results...
i hope i would be taken in just like mt friends:)

FINALLY!!
i took photos with felicia:))
haas...
took it.. 2 days ago..
i went to borrow mascara from anna sui..
my eye lash was WHOA!
super duper long...
haas.. next blog thn i shall post the pic:)

went to ware house sales ytr..
with mr ingenius and her sister..
was a little disappointed with the stuffs there..
but i manage to bought stuffs:)))

today went to GIANT..
with mr ingenius, his sis and his mummy:))
bought quite a lot of stuffs and sushi...
thn his daddy came..
home we go:))

evening shift SUCKS!
if i manage to sell anything..
thn it will be a miracle for me..




feliciA:))
sorry she's taken....

this star is so comfy..

will cool ur sore eyes:)

TADA!! my new hair:)))

i think i look like a guy..

went to changi airport ytr to find Mr ingenius:))
had our dinner:))
and i bought CHOCOLATE!!

gosh..
i'm so addicted with chocolate now..
I DO I DO I DO..
and strawberries...
oh my oh my...

i'm having tummy cramp..

i'm having so many cravings now...

i love this egg chocolate.. its so freakingly expensive for just a egg..

how it looks like inside..its really nice... cant deny..

me being retarded... yes i know..

i encourage you guys to try.. its nice! thumbs up:)