Last day of work at Takashimaya today
gonna miss working here
BUT! i'm going Sengkang to work the next month!
so near home~

attachment starting again tml for straight 5 weeks!
i don't wanna gooooooooo i still have yet enjoy my holidays:(
NOT FAIR!
hope it will be a good attachment for me
gonna start taking case to do wooo nervous.
why two of them have the exact same birthday
no money get present for the two if them though pay's coming only after their bd.

I really enjoyed the companion by him
It was really great, i didn't knw i could feel so happy
but it's not gonna last i knw.
even thought i really hope it will.
he was the one i loved so much.

Alright going to continue fold my tissues
and help tat idiot to do some research for his work.
tudus~

Working again as usual...
Had the chance to meet Gang Yi on friday!
its been months since i last saw him, boy i miss him haha

Went for SIA interview yesterday,
there were like sooooooooo many people trying it out.
qi and me reached there ard 10am and the resgistration was closed
and open at 1pm we were like wtf u need 3 hours for lunch?
went over to orchard to have our brunch
and its our turn for the interview!
i was so nervous i can feel my heart pumping damn fast.
and i got in! yay! but i was told to come back again during dec/jan cos it's kinda early for me as i have yet graduate so no point~

Been hanging out with 'him' these few weeks
i liked it:) but still its never gonna work out.
i like just being by his side, holding his hands and getting hugged by him.
But i'm scared at the same time
i scared everything will stop suddenly like we used to.
well, i believe that will happen cos karma's waiting on me.
i cant deny the fact that i love him.
and i have to consistantly remind myself to control and stop going deeper.

untitled

well, broke out the news to him ytr
saying that we should end this r/s after trying so hard for so long.
YES, we love each other but we just don't click nor match.
we are going to suffer in the long run so what for?
i keep changing myself just to make him happy i feel so tired from it already.
i rather we stay as good friends and understand each other even more first.
thn we can decide if we still wanna get back tgt.
Its the best for us but i doubt he thinks that way.
i know its a sudden thing to him and i expected him to accept it without giving him a chance to talk
so i decided to let him talk to me ltr.

set aside sad stuff,
i'm going for SIA interview this coming sat.
well, i hope i can get in, in the first try out and them allowing me to defer until next year March.
this would be perfect! but the possibility of it is kinda low i guess.
if that happened it would be like a miracle~
i'm feeling so nervous now thinking of what should i wear its a big headache already.

I've met people i really wanna be with but
those are the people whom makes me feel insecure.
oh well, life is unfair as usual.
nothing and no one is perfect.
i rather enjoy the moment i have now than never had it before.
I'm contented the way it is:)