well well,
my feet is swollen with my rashes.
had a hard time sleeping at night as the itch was unbearable!
and the worst thing is my medicine is finishing soon!

ever since a few weeks ago.
i find that something is different.
its a mixture of sad and disappointment feeling.
after telling someone how i felt.
i find that.
sometimes i really don't deserve this.
and i don need to give in at all.

its never easy to please everyone.
but it'll be easy to please myself:)
and i'm gonna be like this from now on!:)
i'm not gonna be so soft hearted and emotional anymore!
i'll try and try and try! yupp:)
thats the way:)