totally screw up my chinese oral today.
i was so nervous.
and stumbled on my words.
i almost used english.
WTF is wrong with me right?
chinese has always been my strongest subject.
and now i cant even express myself properly in it.

i cant help but cried after the oral.
its like there's so much things i could said.
but my mind was completely BLANK!

after oral had to go back for science remedial.
when jiayi asked me how was it.
i burst into tears.
rushed to the toilet rather thn crying infront of my classmates.
talked to Gail and i felt much better.
went back for phy practical.
nobody talked about it.
i cooled down and went for chem practical next.
haoxiang asked me how was my oral.
and the next thing i know was the rest came and ask why i cried.
so i told them the topic and everyone was like,
kind of shocked with the topic,
and yeah i burst into tears again.
jason was preparing tissue infront of me. haas:)
cooled down and continued with chem practical.

home-d with chitmin and janus.

i was disgusted by someone.
seriously disgusted by what he had said.
and what is he up to.
i'll never EVER regret my decision.
and i'm so much happier without you:)