sometimes in chinese.
'hen nan zuo ren'
especially when you got stucked in betwen of certain stuffs.

hmm..
there's this two person flashing in my memories.
and i'm feeling terrible.
its like so many WHY came across my mind.
why did this happened?
why did i do that for?
why me?
why was i so stupid?
why didnt i make the correct choice?
why didnt i think properly.
i hate myself for all these..
luckily, i had friends. real friends to stick by my side.
relationship is a horrible thing to me now.
well, maybe not. it could be sweet:)
its just i dont understand it:)

study hard would be the best for me:)
i can catch up with love next time:)