well well,
prelims are drawing nearer each day.
and my 'o' lvl Chinese oral is on the 15th july.
kind of nervous of retaking again.
hope I'll still get my distinction again:)

guess what happened?
my bro-in-law is back from japan and USA.
and he got fever!
we were so scared of him that we kept a distance with him.
haas. but turn out he's feeling fine now.
now the number had turn to 629.
*this was from ytr*
its kind of worrying.

DPA is starting soon.
had so much things in mind.
-what should i say?
-what will be the outcome?
oh gosh, i'm so worried that i'm losing sleeps.

when will i be able to get out of my past?
'what if...' an 'how i wish..' keeps popping out of my mind.
but at least i'm facing the reality that it will never happen.
so i guess it will get over soon as before:)

alright.
what happened ytr.
well, actually there should be 7 person going.
xinyi, chitmin, junguang, yeechun, janus, issac and me:)
last min, xinyi didnt tagged along.
but she accompanied me to citilink to ask about my necklace.

we bought 6 tickets and we've got 2 jackpot cards.
yeah we won vouchers.
chitmin and yeechun went to eat BK.
after that i went to get a hot chocolate.
i put it in chit's bag to smuggle it in.
and guess what?
half cup spilt in his bag.
GOSH was damn SORRY!

lets talk about the show thn.
its worth to watch.
chit min was so scared that thru out the movie he was in his jacket.
and the lamest person is issac.
he put his headphone over his ears cos the sound was too loud-_-'''
me and yeechun was like discussing what will come out next.
thn i'll go warn chitmin while he warned issac.
at the same time yeechun and chit would remind me to cover my eyes with chit's jacket sleaves.
haas.
its really SCARY! due to the sound effect.
but funny at the same time.
all the 6 of us got shocked and scared.
3 of us screamed.
shall not elaborate who:)

after the show.
while going home.
we're like saying don offend any old lady.
if not they will say 'YOU SHAME ME!'
AHAHAHAA! HILARIOUS!

aha!
will be watching 'drag me to hell' TML:)
shall elaborate more tml.

and get my necklace back.
dragged me so long.
they said 1 week.
and well,
1 week++ had passed.
and they didn't even called or msg me.
what kind of service is this?

seriously quite excited.
it was damn long ago since i last watch movie.
well, probably 1 or 2 months?
haas. hilarious:)

i'll follow you until you love me

hmmm..
what was i even thinking about?
oh my my.

after this holiday.
all i would do would be sticking at home revising.
this is all i would do.

how i wish i could get myself drunk:)
alone:)
pouring out all my stuff.
and when i woke up.
i'll be so extremly happy:))
just how i wish:)

hey hey..
well. missed school's extra lesson today.
know why?
cos i went to bed at 3am but slept at 5 plus am.
and i had to wake up at 6.30am.
and when the moment i open my eyes.
its already 12 pm++..
haas. yup:)
i need to re-shaffer my time now.
cant sleep early must at least 5am thn can fall alsp.

jun guang msged me to go tuition.
we kind of chit chatted till yee chung came.
thn.
3 of us started chatting while waiting for the teacher.
finally, we did some work before leaving.
haas.

went home and bus down to compass to meet,
gail, ivon, rachh, yixue
yeah. we LOLO.
*laugh our lungs out*
again:)
ivon asked why melody that song reminds me of lucas.
its because it just did.
those lyrics are words i wish to say.
but anyway he wont understand.
cos its in chinese.





haas.. was bored in class.
yah i knw it does not look alike.
oh ya i didnt trace at all:)

i missed you so much seriously.
i'm having sleepless night.
and its all because of you.
yes you dydy.

sick and tired of living in this world.

full of sadness, happiness, anger, hatred, love, jealousy, posessiveness

what is this?-life

but we cant do anything about it.

maybe a few could:)

so sad.

是谁从我天空摘走了星星 一转眼 眉头聚满乌云 从来快乐悲伤都自己横行 忘了我也值得被关心 一双手一个梦 一路上不断的俯冲 痛到忘了要怎么喊痛 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想要拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 是谁将阳舛技舫闪擞甑? 天灰了，快乐总有限期 从来都陷在孤独的流沙里 忘了我也配被人在意 一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空 精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊 漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过 我的世界是零下的沙漠 其实我也想有拥抱的温柔 融化这颗坚强的泡沫 漫长的等候让人特别失落 锋锐寂寞把天空都割破 还有谁能够紧握着我的手 陪着我期待消失的彩虹 那是谁的温柔留在我的小手 微不足道却那么重 漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没 整个世界是沉默的漩涡 有谁能陪我手牵着手出走 带我离开空洞的星球 还有什么值得追求 还有什么可以拥有 把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖 有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁 能让我相信被爱的理由

haas, its a song:)

my new addiction again:)

just came back from alvin's birthday party.
went off after an hour.
seriously, he's such an idiot.
kept telling ppl i'm his ex gf.
well kind of feel wierd there.
but saw some familiar faces there makes me feel better.
well, i never saw a birthday party with 4 cakes!
haas. everyone was like saying how to finish it.
sorry alvin:) went there empty handed.
it was a little last min for me to get you one too.


after an hour went to meet up with gail and ivon.
ivon's sick.
poor thing.

i'm seriously in love with shin's voice..
cant stop listening to his songs.
currently addicted to 离歌.

finally marcus uploaded 'some' of my photos:)
yah some only.
maybe 10% out of 100%
haas..

back from my apple strudle baking class.
damn nice!
was there stealing all the strawberries..
haas. love strawberries to the core!
but the strawberries was SOUR.
met up with grace and alvin after that.

celebrated rachh's 18th birthday!

went to soeul garden's buffet.
was not really satisfied with the food there.
still prefered bugis's.
after that
yixue drove us around to many many places.
we even went to OCH!*old changi hospital*
the road was so damn scary.
well. most of the time i was covering my eyes
and hiding behind ivon.
yixue kept offing the lights while driving.
was damn dark.
i'll never wanna go there AGAIN!
next went to see areoplane.
thn punggol marina
thn send me home:)

pics will be uploading soon:)

i'm seriously in love with shin:)
love his voice..
POWERFUL!
cant stop hearing his songs now.

oh yah i wanna delicate this song to: Lucas Ong
Title:Melody
By:David Tao

currently addicted to this song:all these things i hate

went to walked ard today.
saw so much stuff that i wanted to buy:)
was so tempting.
but narh didnt have enough money to get it.

end up treating myself to a nice meal at taiwan restaurant:)
was not bad.
like the milk tea:)

while going home i bought a bread to fill my tummy.
was eating in the train.
yah i know its against the rules.
suddenly the SMRT guy showed me his pass.
so i stopped eating.
after the incident.
gail and huiqi told me he took a photo of me.
WTF is wrong with him?
at least warn me first
and if i dont listen i dont mind taking photos of me right?!
blooody hell pissed me off.






this is fabeloso:)
two thumbs UUPP!!

damn oily.
not recommanded:(

ah~
i'm missing the good old times.
the GOOD not the bad.
let me update myself.
my plan did not work well.
not intending to explain myself futher.

time to move on for me.
its really time to do so.

GUESS WHAT!
i accidentally knocked my tiny finger with the drawer.
F***ing pain! screamed my lungs out for maybe 20 secs.
my niece and my maid rushed out to check on me.
haas.the scene was so hilarious.
my maid went around the house to find me.
while i was just in the room picking myself back from the shockness.
haas.
i love them:)


i'll never forget about you.
Lucas Ong





how i wish whenever i take a photo.
i could play it back in the real life again.

spamming of photos again!

haas..

when was the last time did i spam photos of myself?

it has been such a long time since i last did it.

haas. it was FUN!

just that i had to crack my brain of what pose should i pose.

haas.

went to IT fair today.

i swear i would never wanna go there to walk ard.

went there to get a headphone with grace and gangyi.

was disappointed.

didnt manage to get the one i want.

instead i got a nike's headphone.

which was nice?

influenced grace and gangyi
both of them bought one too.

haas:)



on top left: mine, grace's. bottom: gangyi's

will i successed in my upcoming plan?

i'll update again..

sometimes in chinese.
'hen nan zuo ren'
especially when you got stucked in betwen of certain stuffs.

hmm..
there's this two person flashing in my memories.
and i'm feeling terrible.
its like so many WHY came across my mind.
why did this happened?
why did i do that for?
why me?
why was i so stupid?
why didnt i make the correct choice?
why didnt i think properly.
i hate myself for all these..
luckily, i had friends. real friends to stick by my side.
relationship is a horrible thing to me now.
well, maybe not. it could be sweet:)
its just i dont understand it:)

study hard would be the best for me:)
i can catch up with love next time:)

guess how i spend my time ytr alone at home?
haas.. i spend it with my dear friends..
the last one standing was rachh goh..
haas...

the pics will say everything..





starting..

till the last group..

end up i slept at 5 Plus AM..

haas..

i'm baack from church camp.
well.. obviously its not my church.
it's my sis's church programme.
and i was dragged in..
the environment there was nice?
except for the lecture..
seriously had no idea what it was about.
all i knew was i spend most of my time eating and sleeping..
i tried to sneak out of the lecture and went to my room and sleep.
after a few hours my sis will call me for either lunch or dinner.
haas..

i'll be having my baking lesson..
TOMORROW!
cant wait cant wait..
finally having new food:)
to fill up my tummy.. haas..
FYI:my weight is still maintaining at 45kg!
haas.. which is well... GREAT!

guess what!
i'm being left ALONE at home for tonight!
first time i'm sleeping in my room without anyone.
this is terrible:(

look at how curly my fringe WAS..

no more now:)

was trying out my comp face detector..
sucks. the resolution had to be so low to try it.

my new hair:)
no more CURLY HAIR!!!

guess what i did ytr?
i change my hair style again!
haas..
i'm sick of my so called 'perm' hair.
which look so fugly!
wanted to wait till my o finish.
but i cant wait for the day to come.
but i wont be posting my new hair pics.
haas.. so wait and see thn..

superb busy these few days.
which i also donno what am i busying with.
haas..
currently i'm under medication due to my allergy.
and i'm feeling much better:)


these are long long long due photos..
superb! long dued..

my new maid..
she is super nice.. i swear its true.

look at how curly my fringe WAS.

two of my best of all friends.

the last photo of us.

before getting our hair done.

we spend 6++ hours doing our hair alright.

haas...

will update my blog tml.
stay tune:)

had english oral today..
scored 28/40
after conversion would be 70/100
Mr sing said compared to the others.
i'm the better ones..
was kind my nice to hear it.
i'll do well:)


my allergy came back again.
cannot tolerate it any longer.
so went to see my family doctor.

when i reached there.
it was not the same doctor.
i was a little suprised.
he was wearing a mask.
the worst is he speaks so softly.
i kept:'huh? huh? huhing?'
thn he got pissed off....
WTF?
i was so pissed off by him..
and he cant even dignose what allergy am i having..