i love apple<3

hellos...

had a terrible day ytr...
damn fucking terrible...
first went to studio do my art..
met up wit ivon and she said bus 153 can go haas..
we ended up at queen'sway?
haas... tat was funny..
FINALLY! we reached...
do finish art went home...
feels tat my drawings like shit..
looked ard my friends my art seems nth..
i don even dare to bring it out now...
i felt its a shame?

this is when all those horrible things starts...
my sis called said tat my mom cooked my favorite drumstick..
so i sort of like went home and have my dinner..
but find out was not the one.. ok fine so i get abit unhappy..
but i took it out and start eating..
my mom came out and said why i did not heat it up..
i said its ok i dont wanna heat it up..
she keep insist whn i told her i dont wan for 2-3 times..
i cant stand it so i shouted said i really don wan..
guess wat she shouted at me..
mom:"I"M UR MOM YOU"VE TO LISTEN TO ME!
me:"THEN WHY C ANt YOU LISTEN TO ME TOO!
mom:"WHO'RE YOU TO ME WHY SHOULD I LISTEN TO YOU!?
me:"I'M UR DAUGHTER
mom:"SO?
all translated to eng...
after she said tat i was like damn fucking hurt by her ok..
wat kinda mom is she? how could she said such things to me?
thn ok fine i do watever they say.. they wan me do wat i just say ok ok..
after awhile it started again...
she keep saying i go out very happy come back so unhappy..
does she knw i went out to do my art?!
wat outside food very nice dont come home eat..
if i wanna go out eat i wont even come home eat ok?!
sis:"why cant you understand you mummy"
mom:"YA!
i think i was damn irritated already so i said this...
me:"you've no rights to ask me to understands you whn you don understands me at all"
i was not wrong by saying tat..
does she knws how old am i?-'NO'
does she knws whn's my bd?-'NO!'
does she even knw wat i like or dislike?-NO NO NO!!
last time say i'm hooker thn say i don go study thn nowwat..
keep saying things to hurt me..
seriously wat kinda mom is she?
whn she wans you to eat, drink or do wat you must do no matter wat...
she treat my dad like fuck and she expect love from my dad..
she spy my dad.. scold my dad like fuck..
and she says no one care bout her..
look at her attitude if she changed will this kinda things happened to her?
accuse ppl she's the best...
now i really don like her.. don wanna see her..
don even wanna talk to her...
i don see any point.. yah no matter wat she's still my mom..
but i dont wan her to be my mom..
say me bad or bu xiao...i don care...
cos you don knw how it feels like being me...


cried from 8 plus til 11++?
thn sort of quarrel wit apple and start crying again...
but now we're ok..
my eyes swollen like fuck...
whn i woke up i cant even see clearly..
yaya saw me jiu said"OMG YOUR EYES DAMN SWOLLEN!

pics for ytr...


everyone's doing art..
i was nt inside cos i'm taking this photos..
tats me..
ivon..
agnes..
huiqi..
gail chin!




tats all.. TTFN.. tata for now...


my life still goes on..