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nth much to blogged bout today...

wats wrong wit us again and again and again!??!!
i really cant stand it sometimes...
i really dont wan you to tied me down..
restrain me from almost everything...
why??! is this the way you show tat you love her?
why're you so different the way you're be4 we're tgt?
you were so nice and treated me the way i wan my bf to treat me..
tats why i choose to give up my ex who kept lying to me and be wit you..
i'm asking for a time for me to think bout us..
i'm really confuse lost or watever...
how many chance have i given you?
how many times you've disappoint me?
sometimes its too much...
you wan me to totally restrain myself from guys
and other stuff..
some i really cant and you'll be unhappy or really make a big fuss outta it
which i don wan and don like...
and you dont trust me..
hais.. i really donno ok...
really donno... i hope no matter wat i decide..
either to continue or break up..
i hope you'll respect my decision...



something i've painted...
the middle bud was made by paints and ciggy ashh...
haas i threw it away after i paint fnish...

i wan things to get better..
better.. better...better..better...better..
ARRRGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

tats all.. TTFN.. tata for now...


my life still goes on..