i love apple<3

hellos...

today is a fine day?
hmmm woke up ard 7 or 8 plus by bf...
meeting him and his family...
his sis and gf wanna talk to their brother...
blurred me.. forgot to call bf's father..
damn... paiseh... haas...
reached compass ate MAC breakfast...
eat until damn full sia...
the milo damn no taste lo...

baby's sis and gf bought us tamagotchi!
haas... damn nice... THANKS ALOT! :)

after slacking and chatting outside starbucks..
went back to punggol...
baby slp for bout 2 hour++

went home after tat...
checking out on the tamagotchi...
haas... tats all..
due to my living room comp break down no pic will loaded til its ok..


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my life still goes on...

i love apple<3

hmmm...
another day passed..
today damn not in the good mood..
quarrel wit bf... both of us keep using harsh words on each other...
FYI*we can be very fierce sometimes*
everyone didnt like the plan...
was kinda upset.. cos i wan the whole class to enjoy it...
i think its a failure? but hope the outcome will be good...
cried during Geo lessons...
skipped recess thn started crying throughout...
donno why damn sad just cant control...
don wan my bf to be like this to me...

my classmates came and cheered me up...
thanks for the jokes and tissues...
thn shouted at ivon.. cos i was nt in a good mood after quarreling it bf..
hmmm.. i apologized to her already...
i must learn to control my temper..
cos they also donno wats wrong wit me...

bf send me a very sweet msg which cheers me up and stopped our quarrel...
and i got back my mood...
after school suddenly i like mood swing like tat..
donno WTF is wrong wit me..
ARGG!!!
ltr on ivon also angry haas...
ltr on also ok le...

from nxt monday on night lessons starts...
til.. 8pm...
tiring huh? going school for..
12-14 hours?
haas.. obviously a 'O' lvl student now...
seriously i'm like damn stress up...
sometimes i cant take it i jiu have bad mood..
having depression soon. i guess?

today nv take pics...
maybe next time...


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my life still goes on...

i love apple<3

because of my dearest friend..
i'm posting again...
i tot i lost these photos..
found-ed it...


tats her...

i'm feeling damn FUCKING stress now..
hate it..

i love apple<3

hellos...
today donno why damn tired and lethargic..
no maths test today cos quite a number of ppl did not come to school...
we're all planning something...
something great!
i guess?
forgot to bring my chem H.W home.. wtf?!
tml still need to hand up de lo...

neet bf at mall..
me bf and ivon went to look for stuffs...
walked round and round.. haas..
bused home...


the sun light damn nice horx..
in the negative mode... like some spiritual stuff..




she wanted to look innocent.. i tried but i dont i am..
haas.. this should be a candid.. but we planned it..
the moment she turned i took it.. and she gotta act as if she's stunned..
my nitendo... ehem.. alright its my niece's.. i borrowed from her..


baby... why why why why?
i dont like it the way now...
you're like a completely changed person..
whom makes me feel tat you dont care nor love me anymore..
you speaks without sparing a tots of how i feel...
you simply just dont think before you speaks..
sometimes the things you said makes me feel very irritated..
and some hurtful..
you asked me a question i answered you ..
i replied you..
yet you just kept asking again and again...
hais i donno wat to answer you le..



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my life still goes on..

i love apple<3

hmmm..
another day...
nth much happened today..
ivon was chase outta of class due to Mrs manning having a bad mood...
but she said sorry to ivon..
funny eh?
chemistry test...
i can say i'll sure flunk it...
i studied but i guess its useless?
must study smart and not study hard...
gastric pain is painful...
keep having pains...

being bored in class..
so i took some photos..
this time without the face!
haas...

my leg looks big..


our bags..
actually both're my bags.. haas..
used double sided tape to tape away his tattoo's eyes...

baby.. why're we so different?
we dont seems like wat we used to be?
you seems like you dont care bout me...
dont care bout how i feel...
i dont like it...
why do every night before we go to slp we have to have argument..
because of wat you said... we quarrel...
or just you simply dont trust me..
baby.. you should knw how i feel whn you told me you dont really trust me...
yah i was wrong to lie to you in de past..
but i've changed.. you told me you believe i'll change..
but end up this is wat you showed me...
you dont trust me...


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my life still goes on..

i love apple<3

tuesday~
morning i reached school ard 6.40-45..
was alone while listening to my music i started singing..
thn i can feel the door like open thn got ppl come in cos i saw shadow..
*I SWEAR!*
i tot jek keong came so i damn paiseh and stop singing.
but when i turn.. guess wat..
there was not even i single soul in the class can!
scared-ed the hell outta my life!
*$@^%%$#765#$^&%#^&

yeah so they came to school with their panda eyes..
as they were chionging their art the whole night...
they started slping..
and i was the one who kept telling the teacher saying tat they're nt feeling well..
and well.. they believe me*i think becos i'm the monitress?*
haas.. narh~
until the last lesson which is eng they cant slp cos its Mr Anba's lessons...
he suddenly gave us comprehension test its like damn DIFFICULT!
and cannot leave anything blank..
some i also don even knw wat there're talking bout...

after school pei ivon go take entry proof as she lost hers..
went to stuff room need to page..
thn got one paper must follow the proceeder..
somthing like..
' good morning/afternoon ___...
i'm___ from___... i'm looking for ___..
thank you..'
ivon did nt wan to said tat so yah i'm the one doing it..
BUT! nt using my own name..
i sounded funny.. nobody came out...
luckily Mr Anba came by.. asked him to help us..
Mr Anba asked ivon why she nv come school..
thn she said 'sore eyes'.
he obviously knws she's lying..
so he said' better tell me the truth if not you'll lose the trust i've in you and also de relationship'
thn he asked again..' so why you didnt come?'
ivon-'doing art'
yeah so he help us called our form teacher..
funny thing is tat paging system thingy is SPOILT!
make me sounded so STUPID!

meet bf after i bath..
wennt to eat and study chemistry while bf play PSP..
thn went to PP buy waffle and bubble tea..
and home we went...

baby can you stop saying things when i told you i dont like..
you make me angry and you're angry wit me whn i'm angry..
i dont like us to be like this...

oh yah ivon took my phone and take pics of huiqi...



look like shit eh?
its a mixture of sand and paints..
they're chionging their art..
and i was bored AGAIN!
it has been a long time since i last took photos wit her..
she's MING! my first friend in sec school...
look at how wonderfully they're slping!
only me and agnes 're awake to help thm take notes lahs..
look out for Mr Anba... and tell teacher they're not well..
see tat empty seat..
haas.. tats MINE!


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my life still goes on..

i love apple<3

HAPPY 5TH MONTH ANNI!!!


wat a day..
gail ivon and huiqi all nv come...
how good can they be making me lonely...
as i was damn bored.. i took pics lahs... tie my hair lahs..
talked to agnes lahs..
P.E was like military training like tat..
need to do sit up, push up. step up, shuttle run, jumping jack,still got one more..
forgotten...
damn tiring cant take it..
every station need to do for 1 min. continuously..
thn think of wat to get for my baby for our 5th month anni..
and guess wat.. we quarrel again and its on our anni!
how great can this be happening huh?
wanted to go picked bf from his school de thn he ended early..
so quickly go buy those stuff i need and rushed back to punggol..
while i was writing something for him he suddenly appeared...
scared me...
donno wats wrong wit my bf.. keep saying me..
i really dont like it but he still wanna say..
thn i very angry already thn he angry..
also dunno for wat? whn he's the one keep wanna make me angry..
BABY SAID I LOOK FAT AND LAM NUA~ TODAY!

lessons are bored especially MATHS!

tried tying my hair..
ming say look like last time de shirley.. haaas..
which is like quite true..
ok a mad gal..
i'm seriously F****** bored...
i like this mode 'sepia'
*sign* look at my puff..
I'M DRUG FREE!
yeah~ my school..
my class diary.. dairy?*milk farm?*
this is wat i made for baby... nice hors...:)



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i love apple<3

its ye lin's birthday!
my bro in law brought her and her friends to wild wild wet..
rich eh?
meet bf study but in de end nv...
haas... went home ard 5 or 6++..
so many ppl came.. many many nice food...
sort of like quarrel wit apple..
hais... donno why...


the birthday cake so small lo..
tats my niece..


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my life still goes on..

i love apple<3

i'm back!
ytr... went outta study wit bf ivon and gail...
but gail left after awhile due to her tuition...
study awhile thn go back home cos baby need to go work..
but! reched my hs there le my bf say he very tired don wanna go work le...

TODAY!
physics exam...
hmm section A and B i knw how to do but section C is like blank!
haas... while i was checking section A i saw melvin's and guess wat..
his answer so many different from mine...
hope i'll pass bahs..
PTM.. Mr shahrom talked to my sis..
he said good things but only get distracted easily...
thanks for putting up good words for me...
apprieciate it a lot.. cos results sucks...
now really study like hell.. damn tired... and my eye are like panda..
and my eye bags are WOAH! and pillows like tat...
hmm a bit exagerating.. haas..
went to eat mac my sis gave me $$ to treat ivon and gail...
gave me $50.. was like wow... so generous of her...
bought a slipper for gail due to her complaining bout her hurtful toes..
went home bath thn meet bf..
played psp til 3 ++ thn meet up wit ivon passed her psp..
went to buy bread.. sushi.. and MASK! needed it desprately..
haas.. dont get your mind set wrong...
baby say put games let me play in the end..
he's the one who kept playing so while he play i fall aslp..
haas..seriously i really need some rest.. my head hurts..
and today my left eye hurt too...


pics for now...


gail chin and me..
we're bored in class...

we're the model of the month..
look at this dumbo..
i think i looked ddamn ugly-ful lo..
ivon's talking on the phone actually.. qi's laughing at gail who is trying to be a model..
stupid ivon don wanna take wit us..
this's my class.. everyone so restless...
trying on ivon's hair band..
i love this sushi lots.. but not more thn my bf..
abit blurr..
a clear one!


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my life still goes on..

i love apple<3

back to blogging...
hmmm my mood now is back to normal..
i've given my answer to my baby...

gail and qi's not in school today!

hmmm today school was fun...
especially ENG! haas..
told Mr Anba i damn stress..
thn he said' you can be like gail and huiqi stay at home'
rebutting so fun lo... must argue back..
thn got one topic was..
'should couple live tgt be4 they get married?'
andrew's group was against actually me and ivon supported them..
but gt one part we didnt..
he said if they stay tgt they'll have pre-marital sex so they should nt stay tgt..
thn Mr Anba said nowadays a lot of ppl be4 marriage already do already..
Andrew said those guys have mature thinking all these stuff..
thn i said" not everyone are like you"
haas.. whole class started laughing..
but seriously no offence its just a lesson:)

meet apple..
went home bath..
meet ivon and gail...
study physics and maths.. learn something...
haas... did some MCQ guess wat?
first attempt 4/10
second attempt 4/6
haas.. improve huh?
gail left for tuition so me apple and ivon start playing DS..
went home ard 8++pm...



in class really very bored de lo..
my KUNG FU PANDA!
ivon drawn this..
guess wat is it..
gt 2 possible answer...
1-female body
2-a snail face...
good nitex everyone...


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my life still goes on....

..........

nth much to blogged bout today...

wats wrong wit us again and again and again!??!!
i really cant stand it sometimes...
i really dont wan you to tied me down..
restrain me from almost everything...
why??! is this the way you show tat you love her?
why're you so different the way you're be4 we're tgt?
you were so nice and treated me the way i wan my bf to treat me..
tats why i choose to give up my ex who kept lying to me and be wit you..
i'm asking for a time for me to think bout us..
i'm really confuse lost or watever...
how many chance have i given you?
how many times you've disappoint me?
sometimes its too much...
you wan me to totally restrain myself from guys
and other stuff..
some i really cant and you'll be unhappy or really make a big fuss outta it
which i don wan and don like...
and you dont trust me..
hais.. i really donno ok...
really donno... i hope no matter wat i decide..
either to continue or break up..
i hope you'll respect my decision...



something i've painted...
the middle bud was made by paints and ciggy ashh...
haas i threw it away after i paint fnish...

i wan things to get better..
better.. better...better..better...better..
ARRRGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

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my life still goes on..

i love apple<3

hmm..
blogging again~
today was kinda like slack day..
i until 10 am lesson thn start.. rotted til nua~
fail my maths as usual.. which i dont really like tat..
tml got test again.. i did my study.. hope i pass...
apple picked me up today..
quarrel on the way home over some small matters..
was alright after tat...
went home fried two eggy for apple...

met gail and yixian thn ltr ivon...
yixian went off..
went to study.. study.. study..
huiqi came but left shortly...
after some time we started doing medicure..
my skill was like not bad huh...
thn take pics..
and home we go...

while way home sort of have argument again...
seriously i hate it...
but it just kept coming.. why cant we have peace..
i pray to GOD tat those arguments and quarrel will go far far away..
AND DONT COME BACK!
cos i dont need them..
i wan us to be happy is it tat difficult?
lets be more mature on thinking hao ma?




nice right my coin pouch..
they kept saying i act cute..

nth to do in class...

i kinda like this pics...

tats ivon pecky..

ivon make gail pissed off...
*its really true i took it on the scene*

i daMn fucking stress!!!

frying eggy for apple..

having fun wit plastic bags..

see how much fun we can get...
*FYI* tats not my hand its ivon's..


tats huiqi...

and her again....

i suddenly have this super weird feelings in my heart now...
i really dont feel comfortable...
i donno.. dont ask me.. cos it beats me as i myself also do not knw why...


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my life still goes on..