another post..

i have enuff of my house now...
yah i knw i'm just an outsider to this house...
ppl here wans me to treat this as my own house..
how can i?
i onli occupy my bed, a cupboard and a table wit shelves in this entire house...
they keep expecting so much from me...
i'm a human ok!
keep using smoking my bf to threaten me..
wats wrong wit them?
i'm like going to 17 cant i have my own freedom to have a bf?
stop saying i wont study or wat..
if i dont study its because you all make me do it..
how can i stand from all of you?
you all ask me bout wat i wanna be next tym wat i wanna do next tym..
ok i tell you guys thn?
you just laugh or being sacastic to me...
yah i knw you guys have a 'A' lvl cert all those thn?
so? is tat my prob?
and my FUCKING sis just keep asking my other sis.. uncles all these to talk to me..
ask me study..
HELLO! stop doing tat.. I HATE IT!
dont keep using ppl's name and tell me wat to do ok?!
but its ok at least you do tat makes me learn something..
i'm not gonna listen to ppl if not you 'll use them to say me..
and nt say you gonna give so much $$ to provide me..
my school fees and hp bills and clothing are paid by 6th sis..
my allowance are all given by 2nd sis 3rd sis 4sis 6th sis and bro...
so after all is 6th sis tat is paying for me so much but she's nv like you guys..
you guys dont even have to give mummy and daddy $$..
and you guys dares to complains and complains bout me using so much money.
think! have you guys bought anything for me? NO OK!
NOTHING!


I HATE YOU GUYS
YES YOU!
MY SO-CALLED 1ST SIS and BRO-IN-LAW!!
i'm gonna leave this house AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!!!
OH THIS IS NOT MY HOUSE ANYWAY!
from today onward.
this is just a motel or maybe a hotel.
somewhere for me to slp and bath..
other thn tat i wont be at home.
when i leave i shall nv come back again nor visit!
when i earn lotsa money i'm gonna throw a stack of money on you guys FACE!

my life still goes on..