wats happening..

i think i have depression?
but i dont think so?

yah yah quarrel wit apple...
i just cant stand it...
the things he say damn FCUKING hurt me ok...
he think he did not.. or even think tat yah its his fault but he still continues saying...
wat is wrong?
tell him wats wrong all he can say is"yah all my fault lahs ok"
or just keep quiet there...
he still tell me to tell him if i dont like wat he say...
thn whenever i say nth gets into his BRAIN!
he said he got listen he knw he knws...
thn?! does he even prove it to me he knws?
he just do the same things.. does this show me tat he listened?
now everytime quarrel say wanna break up is you... thn ltr say wat you nv say you wanna break up...seriously lahs wat you wan me to do?
when you say things i dont like is it i gotta act very happy? or act as if nth happened?
its the same as when i do something you dont like..
when you see my face changed after you said something cant you sense tat its the things you SAID!? CANT YOU!?
i am trying change myself to a better gf... you are too.. but you just simply cant stop saying things tat i really hated it... its the same as you just dont wanna understand my FCUKING LIFE...

tats all. TTFN.. tata for now...

my life still goes on...