just wats wrong...

i just hate it...
wats wrong wit my life?
why cant ppl just think before they speaks...
think of wat they say does tat hurt someone's feeling?
or is it the right time to say tat...
or is it the right place to say...
just like my f****** families...
all they think is just money....
everything comes wit a price to pay...
they say they will provide me money..
my education.. almost my everything...
all this are LIES they just wanna make me feel happy and think well of them...
BUT! in the reality world...
they are all pushing the responsibility of who should give the most money all watever...
yah i overheard them lots and lots of time...
can they spare a tots for me?
i wanna leave this house and start my own living..
yah i'm a burden to them...
cox my mama and papa cant support me at all...
and they have 7 children..
so all the elder ones gotta pay for my needs...
everyone complains...
face it..
my family is all bout money...
no love at all...
i seems to have everything i need...
but behind everything there's so much unhappiness...
they call this family?
i dont think so at all...
i cant feel a single thing for this family...
i'm numb to this family....
they dont even spare a F****** thoughts for me and yet use their status to press me down...
like.."i'm ur sis you knw" "dont forget i'm the one who is giving you money" "dont forget without us you're nth" "we are you only family members" "if you dont need us thn pay us all the money we gave you"
i have enough of all this!
just get me out of this place....
i wanna support my ownself... which i can now!
i grew up without parents i rely on myself...
sometimes i make wrong decision but i'm still on my own...
now apple's my everything...

tats all...TTFN.. tata for now...

my life still goes on...